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jokster18

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Sep 18, 2023
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Does anyone know if this will for sure work I took 50 ml of N and it didn't kill me? Can you drink it or it needs to be IV?
 
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gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
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Yes Nembutal may be ingested orally and still result in a fatal outcome, provided the correct dosage is taken under the right conditions. It does not require iv administration to be effective. In most medically assisted protocols, particularly those followed in Switzerland, the drug is consumed orally typically in a bitter solution of around 100ml at a concentration of 100mg/ml, amounting to roughly 10 grams of pentobarbital. If you took 50ml and survived, it is likely the dose was insufficient, or other factors such as vomiting, food intake, metabolic rate, or sedative tolerance interfered with absorption. Nembutal acts as a cns depressant, and in adequate amounts leads to unconsciousness, followed by respiratory arrest. But when the dose is sub lethal, as may be the case here, it can result in prolonged sedation, organ damage, or other complications without achieving the intended effect. It is crucial to stress that survival in such cases is not an indication that the method is ineffective, but rather that the execution was incomplete.
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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Yes Nembutal may be ingested orally and still result in a fatal outcome, provided the correct dosage is taken under the right conditions. It does not require iv administration to be effective. In most medically assisted protocols, particularly those followed in Switzerland, the drug is consumed orally typically in a bitter solution of around 100ml at a concentration of 100mg/ml, amounting to roughly 10 grams of pentobarbital. If you took 50ml and survived, it is likely the dose was insufficient, or other factors such as vomiting, food intake, metabolic rate, or sedative tolerance interfered with absorption. Nembutal acts as a cns depressant, and in adequate amounts leads to unconsciousness, followed by respiratory arrest. But when the dose is sub lethal, as may be the case here, it can result in prolonged sedation, organ damage, or other complications without achieving the intended effect. It is crucial to stress that survival in such cases is not an indication that the method is ineffective, but rather that the execution was incomplete.
I am also afraid because I have 12g of Nembutal but I weight 120 kilos. Is the dosage weight dependent?
 
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Kitsuné_

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Sep 8, 2025
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It depends on the weight yes. Not an expert but I think a person of 60 kgs would need roughly 8 grams, while a person of 120 would need 14 grams. 10 is probably enough for everybody but...
 
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intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
452
And there you go again fear of failure speaks out. According to multiple aid-in-dying guides, 6g of any barbiturate is lethal provided no medical intervention happens. The only mention about the relation between weight and dose i've read is in GHSCD, where the authors suggest increasing the dose by 10% for every 10kg of body weight above 100kg.
Regarding the OP, we don't even know the concentration of his N or, if the report is real to begin with. Right-to-die clinics in Switzerland do use more than 10g not because that amount is not enough but because they want to shorten the time to death so that it won't emotionally impact people who are there to comfort their dear ones...
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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And there you go again fear of failure speaks out. According to multiple aid-in-dying guides, 6g of any barbiturate is lethal provided no medical intervention happens. The only mention about the relation between weight and dose i've read is in GHSCD, where the authors suggest increasing the dose by 10% for every 10kg of body weight above 100kg.
Regarding the OP, we don't even know the concentration of his N or, if the report is real to begin with. Right-to-die clinics in Switzerland do use more than 10g not because that amount is not enough but because they want to shorten the time to death so that it won't emotionally impact people who are there to comfort their dear ones...
Guidelines for animal euthanasia recommend 200mg/kg
Now I'm not entirely sure how this translates to human beings, but that would be 24g for a 120kg person.
I'm really not a specialist but I don't get why the PPH doesn't address the weight issue. It seems to be clearly relevant
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Guidelines for animal euthanasia recommend 200mg/kg
Now I'm not entirely sure how this translates to human beings, but that would be 24g for a 120kg person.
I'm really not a specialist but I don't get why the PPH doesn't address the weight issue. It seems to be clearly relevant
I feel like the pph isn't really that helpful. Maybe I'm missing something
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Guidelines for animal euthanasia recommend 200mg/kg
Now I'm not entirely sure how this translates to human beings, but that would be 24g for a 120kg person.
I'm really not a specialist but I don't get why the PPH doesn't address the weight issue. It seems to be clearly relevant
how old is your N? you think it's still good?

Pentobarbital sodium:
Acute oral toxicity : LD50 (Rat): 118 mg/kg
LD50 (Mouse): 239 mg/kg
LD50 (Rabbit): 175 mg/kg
LD50 (Dog): 65 mg/kg

The LD50 is 65mg/kg for dogs. i assume humans are 50mg/kg because humans are larger.

the relation between LD50 and LD100 is 1.5 to 3 times for most substances .. LD100 = 97 to 195 , roughly 100 mg/kg to 200mg/kg.

but several euthansia data showed 9 or 10 grams all or almost all humans died . and as low as 2 grams was lethal. i would assume some hevier humans died with 9 grams or 10 grams . 120kg would be 12 grams at 100mg/kg. so imo LD100 is lower than 100mg /kg. i would estimate imo LD100 at 80 mg. some other info that almost no one survived 6 grams. so that would be even lower ld50 and ld100 for humans.

2001–2009: A Gallup survey from this decade found that an average of 24% of all Americans reported weighing 200 pounds or more. This broke down by gender to 38% of men and 12% of women.

so assuming 20% for earlier times . 6 grams was enough for even 200 pounds or 90kg.

So, 6 grams for a 200-pound animal is approximately 66.14 mg/kg. which corresponds to my earlier estimate of LD100 of 80 mg / Kg

so 12 grams would be enough imo as that would be 100 mg/kg

this shows 125mg/kg for dogs . that's about 2 times the LD50. and you see in this file the larger the animal the less mg/kg. and i've seen even 1 gram of pentobarbital was lethal to a human


here it says the minumum lethal dose of Pentobarbital is 1 gram. and shows a case where a human 67 kg took around 3.5 grams barbiturates and died.


The estimated total doses ingested were thus >0.89 g of pentobarbital and >2.14 g of phenobarbital, based on toxicokinetic estimations. As the minimum lethal doses of pentobarbital and phenobarbital have been reported as 1 and 1.5 g, respectively
 
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JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
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If you bought the N on the internet you probably got scammed
 
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madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
571
I'm actually wondering if nembutal is really that letal for everyone. I have a high tolerance to sedatives. They do nothing for me, they even do the opposites.

There are also people who use it as a recreational substance and they don't seem to die from it ??
 
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intr0verse

Arcanist
Jan 29, 2021
452
Guidelines for animal euthanasia recommend 200mg/kg
Now I'm not entirely sure how this translates to human beings, but that would be 24g for a 120kg person.
I'm really not a specialist but I don't get why the PPH doesn't address the weight issue. It seems to be clearly relevant
In that guideline, the dose is only suggested for rodents wich probably have the highest LD50 due to their very fast metabolism.
 
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Ligottian

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Dec 19, 2021
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I have always heard that Nembutal is very synergetic when taken with alcohol. In other words, the two taken together are much more powerful than when taken separately.
 
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intr0verse

Arcanist
Jan 29, 2021
452
I have always heard that Nembutal is very synergetic when taken with alcohol. In other words, the two taken together are much more powerful than when taken separately.
That is true. Alcohol is a useful supplement in most OD, but not too much because it may cause vomiting.
 
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orbwithinorb

Experienced
Aug 4, 2024
200
I'm actually wondering if nembutal is really that letal for everyone. I have a high tolerance to sedatives. They do nothing for me, they even do the opposites.

There are also people who use it as a recreational substance and they don't seem to die from it ??
Yes, if you take a high enough dose it's lethal for everyone. People who take it recreationally aren't taking lethal doses.
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
785
What would be the risk of failing the attempt because of too low a dose? Is it just a long sleep and waking up or there could be some kind of lasting damage?
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
How did y'all get your nembutal? I thought its important to get it.
 
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orbwithinorb

Experienced
Aug 4, 2024
200
How did y'all get your nembutal? I thought its important to get it.
The only way people would have it now is if they bought it from D or another source back in the day when it was available or they traveled/live in South America
 
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orbwithinorb

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Aug 4, 2024
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Chairbed3

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Sep 14, 2025
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Someone from Mexico who used to ship legit N to people. He has since been arrested.

I'm just curious. Did he sell it through this site and did he call himself D?
 
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orbwithinorb

Experienced
Aug 4, 2024
200
I'm just curious. Did he sell it through this site and did he call himself D?
I wasn't around when he was still doing this service but I don't believe he was advertising his services on here directly, just popular with members here. I also don't know what he called himself, maybe his email started with D and that's why people referred to him as that.
 
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Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
870
I am also afraid because I have 12g of Nembutal but I weight 120 kilos. Is the dosage weight dependent?

According to Dignitas (Switzerland), for a person weighing 120 kg, the lethal dose range is 5.6 g to 7.5 g.

This means 12 g is 1.6 to 2.13 times a lethal dose.
 
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android

Student
Nov 9, 2025
119
The only way people would have it now is if they bought it from D or another source back in the day when it was available or they traveled/live in South America
Its available in peru
I think?
Its called H brand name.
The manufacturer is M.

Ive been wondering if anyone is trying to get it. Please please PM me! Desperately trying to find a source for SN or N that ships to the US
 
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orbwithinorb

Experienced
Aug 4, 2024
200
Its available in peru
I think?
Its called H brand name.
The manufacturer is M.

Ive been wondering if anyone is trying to get it. Please please PM me! Desperately trying to find a source for SN or N that ships to the US
nah no active N sources at the moment. If you're open to SN you should be able to find it much easier. I can't help with that one though as I've never researched it because I don't think it's a peaceful way to go.
 

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