violetdevil
Student
- Oct 15, 2021
- 180
I'm very lucky to have 3 bottles of N.
The thing is, my SI is convincing me that N is painful and that I'll survive it either by being found early, calling an ambulance before I pass out because I'm too scared or not being able to drink enough due to the bad taste.
I remember watching that video of the old man who drank N and it seemed like he was struggling to breathe for a few seconds before passing out. I don't want that. Although, I watched a video of a lady taking N and it seemed very peaceful.
I know most people here say to take 2 bottles but would 1 bottle be ok? Or maybe 1 and a half?
The thing is, my SI is convincing me that N is painful and that I'll survive it either by being found early, calling an ambulance before I pass out because I'm too scared or not being able to drink enough due to the bad taste.
I remember watching that video of the old man who drank N and it seemed like he was struggling to breathe for a few seconds before passing out. I don't want that. Although, I watched a video of a lady taking N and it seemed very peaceful.
I know most people here say to take 2 bottles but would 1 bottle be ok? Or maybe 1 and a half?
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