violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
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I'm very lucky to have 3 bottles of N.
The thing is, my SI is convincing me that N is painful and that I'll survive it either by being found early, calling an ambulance before I pass out because I'm too scared or not being able to drink enough due to the bad taste.
I remember watching that video of the old man who drank N and it seemed like he was struggling to breathe for a few seconds before passing out. I don't want that. Although, I watched a video of a lady taking N and it seemed very peaceful.
I know most people here say to take 2 bottles but would 1 bottle be ok? Or maybe 1 and a half?
 
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pure soul

Student
Jul 17, 2021
131
I m also have 2 bottle's
 
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lonegore

Fading clouds
Jul 16, 2023
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N is by far the most painless method on the market. Sure, it might be a little uncomfortable but not painful. How many ml is in one bottle? Ideally you would need at the very least 10g of N for it to be lethal but people usually go for more just to be secure. I wish you well.
 
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jonward55

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Apr 12, 2023
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I would do anything to have access to that stuff. It's liquid gold !
 
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Prime0

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May 16, 2023
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I'm jealous of you how did you get it? I live in France, can you tell me how to get it online?
 
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violetdevil

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Oct 15, 2021
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N is by far the most painless method on the market. Sure, it might be a little uncomfortable but not painful. How many ml is in one bottle? Ideally you would need at the very least 10ml (the lethal dose) but people usually go for 20ml just to be secure. I wish you well.
Hi, I believe a 100ml bottle has about 6 grams of N.
I'm jealous of you how did you get it? I live in France, can you tell me how to get it online?
Hi, I got it from a supplier called D but he is no longer available. There are no current suppliers of N. I'm sorry.
 
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Stefano

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May 14, 2021
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Hi, I believe a 100ml bottle has about 6 grams of N.

Hi, I got it from a supplier called D but he is no longer available. There are no current suppliers of N. I'm sorry.
I got 1 bottle(100ml) from D and my weight is 63kg,the bottle is 3 years old now,two members have tested it and 1 bottle contains 7,4 gr N.
Because of insomnia{brain concussion after bad accident) i only sleep 3 hours a day for more as 22 years.but my opinion is 300 ml is a LOT to drink and causes earlier vomiting as 100ml
Most important is that nobody finds you after you drink it,atleast for 24 hours.
 
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