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Guy Smiley

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I noticed there is nothing in the suicide resource compilation about Nembutal /pentobarbital. I'm guessing that's because it's just too hard to find and thus impractical?
 
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I noticed there is nothing in the suicide resource compilation about Nembutal /pentobarbital. I'm guessing that's because it's just too hard to find and thus impractical?
I've read around on here that it's just seriously hard to obtain. With time, money, and some thorough searching on the deep web, I'm sure that it is possible that you could find it, though I can't promise any success. There's also the complication that you'd have some difficulty in ensuring that what you're trying to get is exactly what you're being sold too.
 
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I noticed there is nothing in the suicide resource compilation about Nembutal /pentobarbital. I'm guessing that's because it's just too hard to find and thus impractical?
It's not out there.
 
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rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
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N its pretry easy to get in Peru. I got 6 bottles last year, just go and check the PPHH advices about the locations. You must travel and get there.

It seems yes, wish knew that sooner
 
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Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
505
N its pretry easy to get in Peru. I got 6 bottles last year, just go and check the PPHH advices about the locations. You must travel and get there.
That's encouraging. I only ever hear you can't get it anymore.
 
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Forever Sleep

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I think you've got to be careful. It's not to say it's impossible- I honestly don't know. But, there will be scams out there.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

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Sep 27, 2023
505
There is a fixed post in this forum with the free PPHH 2022 version. There you can find the stores available. I recommend to go to Cuzco, which is easier to get and also you can enjoy a nice trip to Machu Pichu. Good Luck!

Here is the link: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-essentials-2022.107973/
I turn 50 in April and one of the first things I intend to do is sign up with exit international (you have to be 50 or ill) so I can get to join and go on the forums and stuff.
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

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Did they ask for a prescription? Do you speak Spanish?
The PPH recommends a list of store in both Lima and Cuzco.
In Lima is harder, i got dennied in most of the cases except in one store.
In Cuzco is much easier, most of the stores recommended just sells withouth question anything.
I speak spanish but i think that its not a big issue since you can go and write them the name of the product.

Just follow the recomendations in the PPH, here is the link: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-essentials-2022.107973/
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

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Always wanted to go to Peru.
I recommed go to Cuzco and book a short trip to Machu Pichu in advanced, just after you buy your N. Its a nice way to celebrate after you suceed getting your N.
 
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I recommed go to Cuzco and book a short trip to Machu Pichu in advanced, just after you buy your N. Its a nice way to celebrate after you suceed getting your N.
Sounds like a plan.
I'm in uk and bringing my body back to the uk will cost a bit.
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

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Jan 21, 2024
402
Sounds like a plan.
I'm in uk and bringing my body back to the uk will cost a bit.
Just dont die by N in Cuzco or Lima as it would alert government about the problem of oppenly selling N in Peru and that would make harder to obtain it for future users who wants to buy it.
 
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mortuarymary

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Just dont die by N in Cuzco or Lima as it would alert government about the problem of oppenly selling N in Peru and that would make harder to obtain it for future users who wants to buy it.
I won't. Already thinking what I could put the N into. If it's clear then in an old nail varnish remover bottle.
 
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cjruhand

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Jan 24, 2024
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The PPH recommends a list of store in both Lima and Cuzco.
In Lima is harder, i got dennied in most of the cases except in one store.
In Cuzco is much easier, most of the stores recommended just sells withouth question anything.
I speak spanish but i think that its not a big issue since you can go and write them the name of the product.

Just follow the recomendations in the PPH, here is the link: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-essentials-2022.107973/
Thanks, but in that version of the handbook, there is no store list. Unless you mean the photos of a couple stores?
 
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cjruhand

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I won't. Already thinking what I could put the N into. If it's clear then in an old nail varnish remover bottle.
I thought I heard that it's not good to move the contents to a different container.
In the PPH handbook they give detailed direction in Lima and Cuzco including name of the stores (check the users testmonial) + pictures.
You really didnt find in the tread post?


That I saw. There is a street mentioned and two photos. I guess I was expecting an actual list of stores. But thanks.
 
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LittleBlackCat

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Feb 6, 2020
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I'm seriously considering this trip later in the year.. It is also my understanding that if N comes into contact with air it can affect the purity., so I really wouldn't want to be transferring it into another bottle.

Really worried about getting caught and ending up in a Peruvian jail.

Random question, how do you actually open the bottle? I don't think it's a case of simply unscrewing the cap? Are there instructions in the PPH?

I think my best bet would be to remove the labels and replace them with something generic ….
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

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I thought I heard that it's not good to move the contents to a different container.

That I saw. There is a street mentioned and two photos. I guess I was expecting an actual list of stores. But thanks.
If you check the users testimonial they give the names of the agroveterinarias. Regardless they are all located in same streets very close to each other.
I'm seriously considering this trip later in the year.. It is also my understanding that if N comes into contact with air it can affect the purity., so I really wouldn't want to be transferring it into another bottle.

Really worried about getting caught and ending up in a Peruvian jail.

Random question, how do you actually open the bottle? I don't think it's a case of simply unscrewing the cap? Are there instructions in the PPH?

I think my best bet would be to remove the labels and replace them with something generic ….
I dont think you end up in jail in case you are caught in airport. I think you need to have a pretty good story rational behind in case they get you in the airport. You can see some testimonials regarding this in PPH as well.

I didnt open the bottle its all in their original.
 
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Talvikki

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Nov 18, 2021
742
Hey @Soon i will be gone ,
Do you also have acess to the following video (making nembutal even more effective) mentionated in PPH?

View attachment 127956

Thanks

It's an old video. Dilantin/phenytoin is no longer recommended, as its use as a potentiator for N is considered uncertain.

With N, potentiation is unnecessary anyway unless the dose is small, degraded, contaminated, etc.

The best potentiator for insufficient N is alcohol. When using alcohol and N together, they might 'compete' for the same enzyme binding sites, slowing down their breakdown. Since there are only a limited number of enzymes to break these chemicals down, when using alcohol and N together, the N won't be fully metabolized. This is because the alcohol molecules occupy most of the necessary enzymes. This competition is one reason why combining alcohol with N can intensify their effects.
 
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intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
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In addition to what @Soon i will be gone said, alcohol acts on the same receptor (GABAA) as barbiturates (but different binding site) thus increasing the effects of barbiturates by many folds. Experts call this "synergistic effects".
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

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Jan 21, 2024
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It's an old video. Dilantin/phenytoin is no longer recommended, as its use as a potentiator for N is considered uncertain.

With N, potentiation is unnecessary anyway unless the dose is small, degraded, contaminated, etc.

The best potentiator for insufficient N is alcohol. When using alcohol and N together, they might 'compete' for the same enzyme binding sites, slowing down their breakdown. Since there are only a limited number of enzymes to break these chemicals down, when using alcohol and N together, the N won't be fully metabolized. This is because the alcohol molecules occupy most of the necessary enzymes. This competition is one reason why combining alcohol with N can intensify their effects.
Hello @Soon i will be gone Thanks for the detailed info.
Do you have the source/link that mention the uncerntainty of the use of Dilantin?

I used the PPH 2022 edition as a source (i attached the info bellow). It says that Dilantin is important for the people who have a record of strong use of alcohool (my case) and it can potentiate the effect of N. Since im an alcahoolic im planning to use Dilantin. I also have a record of use of antipsychotics medication/drugs.

Im planninh to drink 200ML of Halatal (Peru) which is around 12 g of N.

Since i already get the Dilantin to mix with N, what do you say? Use it, anyway?

Thanks


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dozer

Member
May 28, 2023
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If you check the users testimonial they give the names of the agroveterinarias. Regardless they are all located in same streets very close to each other.

I dont think you end up in jail in case you are caught in airport. I think you need to have a pretty good story rational behind in case they get you in the airport. You can see some testimonials regarding this in PPH as well.

I didnt open the bottle its all in their original.
Did you hide it in your checked luggage? I'm wondering how to get it back to the USA.
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

Arcanist
Jan 21, 2024
402
Did you hide it in your checked luggage? I'm wondering how to get it back to the USA.
Yes i just put all bottles in my checked luggage (not hand luggage). Good luck!
 
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BadChanges

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Sep 23, 2019
90
so it's rather safe to bring N with you from Peru without altering the contents, I.E transferring it to another bottle? I have to know before I go to Peru.

What are the best ways to get it with you back to your home country?
 
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