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bigjwang

Severely Disabled & Looking for a Peaceful Out
Sep 3, 2025
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So I'm looking for things that may be available to CTB on the deep/dark web and I'm curious about like drugs like Nembutal that rapidly and humanely induce CTB…but I'm concerned with drugs like fentanyl that will kill you but can cause respiratory distress and stop breathing and cause panic n stuff. SN seems horrible tbh.
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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The best alternatives seem to be Fent, Propofol and nitrazenes. The problem is purity of these products. I hope you won't be scammed. I've been scammed with N (it was 4 years ago when you could still find it).
Good luck and take care 🙏
 
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auti

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Feb 10, 2026
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From what I've heard fent is pretty peaceful as you'll be so high you won't care anymore I think. Problem is the antidote is so widely available!
From what I've heard fent is pretty peaceful as you'll be so high you won't care anymore I think. Problem is the antidote is so widely available!
And I heard that it's tough to find pure as many dealers won't so much as touch the stuff due to its reputation. That might be wrong tho idk
 
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shutdown.exe

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Jul 22, 2024
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Guys, what can you say about Clonidine (Catapres, Capvay, Клофели́н, Катапресан, Гемитон, Хлофазолин, Атензина, Капрессин, Клонилон, Гипозин)? In the CIS countries, it was often used to temporarily tranquilize victims for criminal purposes, even for murder.
 
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dustoff

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Apr 15, 2026
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Guys, what can you say about Clonidine (Catapres, Capvay, Клофели́н, Катапресан, Гемитон, Хлофазолин, Атензина, Капрессин, Клонилон, Гипозин)? In the CIS countries, it was often used to temporarily tranquilize victims for criminal purposes, even for murder.
in the same drug group as tramadol atropine and pregabalin (list "A": poisons and narcotics) which means near zero availability to common mortals. clonidine is kinda non method in the CIS becoz SN is easily obtainable there except for belarus
 
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unluckysadness

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Who scammed u 4 years ago trying to buy N?
It was probably a scam from Africa (the email address name was african). On whatsapp. I told him to write my email address on a paper next to the N bottle to be sure he's honest and the guy did it, so for me it was okay. But after I paid with bitcoin, he wanted more money with paypal and then he wanted something like 1000€ extra for "customs problem". I refused and I realized I was fucked. More than 700€ lost but I'm not angry againt these people anymore. If karma exists, karma will do the job for these people.
 
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