Need to go!

[Nem]

Hi, a few years ago I was in a controlling relationship that I should've left immediately but I was a retard and didn't. My Dr nearly killed me with meds and my fiance was barely and I mean barely supportive. Right after the reaction I stopped all of my meds and told this to the Dr and he never realized I was going to go through withdrawals from hell.
Well, I went through severe withdrawals and it really made things worse, I sleep around two hours a night now and I seriously need to end my life.
I had made a plan to die before and my fiance broke up with me right after that, which is ironic since I should've broken the relationship off at the beginning. I'm working but screwed up my career due to being screwed up from the med reaction and having trouble getting over the damage.
I'm looking at partial suspension and need to do it pretty darn soon, does anyone know how effective this method is? I am getting very desperate and need to get the hell put of here and quick before I become homeless and bankrupt due to bills and bring unable to work. I've really messed my life up from taking shit meds, regret taking them and they only made things worse. I need to get this job done and don't want it to fail, thanks for any input!!!

 

[bigj75]

There is a big thread on hanging. Partial suspension seems fairly successful with the main cause of failure being found before death and saved which generally leaves you with some damage. So I would definitely find a place where no one can get to you quickly and I would do it at night or while everyone is at work.

 

[Deleted member 847]

Click on my signature. You'll find many threads on partial suspension there.