I don't even want to die but I'm literally just here waiting to be set up and killed I'm a really awful way. Everyone that's ever hated me has decided to band together.. so it has been suggested to me by my own dad that I take my own life bc it will be less painful then wait for this all to happen. I have a phycocsis and have made some fucked up decisions. Most of my family is either in on it or indifferent at this point. If your on here and you dont have to die.. I don't think you should.. buy if it's medical or inevitable as in my case then what's the most painless way? I've landed on hanging myself bc I don't have access to a gun..