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saintvalentine

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Jul 11, 2026
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my current method is taking a bunch of random pills with a ton of alcohol, I know a lot of people say it has a high failure rate but can anyone please tell me how to make it succesful/link me to threads that do <3

I don't have access to specific medication so really all I have are random pills we have at home. If all else fails I know where to get SN but that's my last ditch attempt. is there any way that I can make myself more susceptible to death? fasting? alcohol poisoning?

my previous attempt was hanging but it wasn't strong enough so I was strangling until I gave up. pleaseee someone I really need a way out <3
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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my current method is taking a bunch of random pills with a ton of alcohol, I know a lot of people say it has a high failure rate but can anyone please tell me how to make it succesful/link me to threads that do <3

I don't have access to specific medication so really all I have are random pills we have at home. If all else fails I know where to get SN but that's my last ditch attempt. is there any way that I can make myself more susceptible to death? fasting? alcohol poisoning?

my previous attempt was hanging but it wasn't strong enough so I was strangling until I gave up. pleaseee someone I really need a way out <3
1. Become more active on the forum and you'll be able to use the search function. There's plenty threads talking about OD and why it's generally recommended against.
2. Do not OD on random pillls. Random = random. You will likely hurt yourself more than you already are and not succesfully CTB.

Best bet, if you are set on ODing, is to research thouroghly and source the appropriate substances either through dealers or DNMs.

I repeat, please do not OD on random pills as you will f*ck yourself up.
 
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I can't do that, but I can do this…


 
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The information you want does not exist.
 
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saintvalentine

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well damn 😭 thank you guys. I guess it's hanging or SN for me
 
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