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Rawr xP
May 19, 2025
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I plan on CTB-ing on 15th december because thats when most of the important stuff is done in case i survive and get addmited to a hospital (i dont like to miss things and then have to make up for them) anyways my attempt will be by yew poisoning and i took inspiration from some other people on here so after thinking this is it:

PREPERATIONS

1. i plan on not eating for a while to possibly make it more lethal or faster?
2. i will make tea out of it though i dont know if that makes it more effective or not
3. i will CTB in my bathtub as i also plan to cut myself one last time
4. probably will also take some paracetamol

ACTUAL PLAN

1. get everything ready, position myself in the bathtub and drink the tea so i cant back out. I plan on having my phone near me to call anyone in case i back out
2. get to cutting and just relaxing i guess, probs gonna listen to my fav songs one last time (:
3. take the paracetamol when done cutting and when the symptoms start popping in (probably abt 2 pills aka 1000mg)

i am aware that dying from yew is 50 50 but its my most effective choice that i have rn any info will be appreciated :)
 
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Wizard
Nov 12, 2025
638
Not info, but advice you may or may not appreciate. You mention keeping the phone near you in case you back out. My advice is do not attempt if there's any chance you'll want to back out.
 
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Rawr xP
May 19, 2025
52
yeah i thought about that, still not sure but thanks anyways
 
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黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Yew poisoning is unpredictable but im sure if you drink enough you'll die within a hour and even if you decide to back out you'd need to get help fast hun... there is no antidote so you must be positive you want this.

I wish you luck.
 
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1993

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Apr 10, 2025
39
I did this a week ago and apparently I'm still here. 7 hours of heart failure and going in and out of consciousness was enough for me. You won't be able to get out of that bathtub once it kicks in. Using your phone will not be possible. Keep that in mind
 
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1993

Member
Apr 10, 2025
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Also I've never been so cold in my fucking life and you'll need to pee a lot. All in all, 2/10, would not recommend
 
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