Help need opinion for places to CTB

[oilsaniok]

Planning to CTB using SN with AE Domperidon.

Fasting for 8+ hours, consume domperidon (30 mg) wait 30-45 min while preparing 25 gram SN for 50 ml water.

Currently i have three option.

1. At home (10 pm and up) but need to be careful as my parent might wake up at 2 am.
2. At parents apartment where i am currently live but i am afraid of collateral damages.
3. In a forest, the place is about 3 hours travel. 2 hour (transport) + 1 hour walking.

 

[ruhyytey5o86]

1 and 2 sounds pretty plausible.
If you are concerned about collateral damage, how about a scheduled text message or email that triggers after 24-36 hours have passed?

Edit. If you have some money then a local motel or hotel might work too.

 

[oilsaniok]

Edit. If you have some money then a local motel or hotel might work too.

the reason i skip this because i don't want to disrupt other people business

 

[oilsaniok]

i failed SI manage to delay my plan. i was supposed to do it after first wc match ended but i fell asleep now i have to face the wrath of reason to CTB

 

[Canto XIII]

I was thinking about doing it at home, as well, but another user said that could possibly cause my parents link the trauma of their child's suicide with their home and now I'm afraid they might be right. I don't want that for them (I was planning of being found by the paramedics anyway) but this would force me to find another place.
The obvious solution would be a hotel or a B&B (with the possible advantage of being closer to the hospital) but that would damage the establishment's reputation and would cause at least hundreds of euros of damage for sterilization etc., which I don't really want to happen.

 

[Canto XIII]

Bumperino

 

[ilovecats1]

i think forest is nice. thats what im going to try to do i am hoping there wont be any people late at night. also i would like nature to be the last thing i experience instead of a room if that even matters.

 

[Canto XIII]

i think forest is nice. thats what im going to try to do i am hoping there wont be any people late at night. also i would like nature to be the last thing i experience instead of a room if that even matters.

I don't really care about the scenery (actually, the more mundane the better). What I'm worried about is tainting the place where I do it with my death.

 

[ilovecats1]

I don't really care about the scenery (actually, the more mundane the better). What I'm worried about is tainting the place where I do it with my death.

i suppose a forest would still be a good option since most other places in an urban place will have that effect.

 

[Canto XIII]

i suppose a forest would still be a good option since most other places in an urban place will have that effect.

I guess you're right... But an isolated place would make retrieving the body harder, right? I just don't want to inconvenience people lol (also a quick discovery would ve better for tissues harvesting).

 

[ilovecats1]

I guess you're right... But an isolated place would make retrieving the body harder, right? I just don't want to inconvenience people lol (also a quick discovery would ve better for tissues harvesting).

yeah i just thought of that recently. i would still make sure to give my family/friends some disclosure as to they wont think ive gone missing so retrieving the body wont be that important(?) for them i hope so. sadly yeah any harvesting would be hard to do. its been a few years since ive been to that forest so if i have the energy i want to do some scouting soon and also start going outside regularly as to not raise suspicions at home as to why ive suddenly decided to go out one day which will lower suspicions i hope. if i see that there is coverage there i can send pics at the last second of the place or schedule for like an hour so they can get disclosure.

 

[Canto XIII]

i would still make sure to give my family/friends some disclosure as to they wont think ive gone missing so retrieving the body wont be that important(?) for them i hope so.

Public authorities will try locating your body anyway, especially considering they cannot be sure you're dead before finding it.

 

[ilovecats1]

Public authorities will try locating your body anyway, especially considering they cannot be sure you're dead before finding it.

oh yeah i dont really care about that too much i just dont want people that care about me wondering and getting false hope. i find it much better than my sister/niece stumbling upon my body in the morning that would be traumatizing.