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lemnno

lemnno

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Dec 23, 2023
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I've been thinking about various methods for a while now. I thought about train and jumping but honestly, they terrify me. I'm much more inclined to OD but idk how.
For now I have accumulated 180mg of benzos and I've got some alcohol but I'm afraid that that isn't lethal on its own. I read about opioids and morphine but I don't have them available tbh. The best I could get off the streets in my town is marihuana or hashish, maybe even some ecstasy but I doubt so. Is there a way I could combine any of those with the drugs I already have to create something lethal?
If not, does anybody know of other prescription drugs that could get the job done? Aswell as what to tell my doctor in order to get them prescribed? I've been wanting to CTB for a long long time but I didn't have the resources for it and now I'm just hoping to exit asap, before christmas break ends.
 

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