hiya again,
i plan to CTB this friday. if you haven't seen my story before, in short, I tried to ctb with sa but failed due to vomiting and not taking the full dose.
so, this time, i've made an effort to actually seek out what drugs need to ctb, i have:
- for an ae, i have prochlorperazine, 8 tablets, 3g in each. these are buccal
- for anxiety, i have xanax (1mg).
- i've also recently been able to get hold of a 40mg oxycodone pill
- and lastly, the sa, which ill be taking 5g of in pills
the plan is as follows, i've made a few modifications:
this plan seems to be the most peaceful way to die. as soon as i take the azide, i just plan on going to sleep through the xanax. the pills should dissolve within a few minutes as im sleeping, and i should be good to go.
my main question is as follows: should i take the oxycodone? i'll have the xanax to calm me down and get me to sleep, but i'm also wondering if the oxy would have an effect that would make it less distressing? i'm worried about not being able to breathe and not being able to take the azide in time.
thank you <3, love you
i plan to CTB this friday. if you haven't seen my story before, in short, I tried to ctb with sa but failed due to vomiting and not taking the full dose.
so, this time, i've made an effort to actually seek out what drugs need to ctb, i have:
- for an ae, i have prochlorperazine, 8 tablets, 3g in each. these are buccal
- for anxiety, i have xanax (1mg).
- i've also recently been able to get hold of a 40mg oxycodone pill
- and lastly, the sa, which ill be taking 5g of in pills
the plan is as follows, i've made a few modifications:
| 08.00 | 3mg prochlorperazine |
| 12.00 | 3mg prochlorperazine |
| 16.00 | no food, 3mg prochlorperazine |
| 22.00 | no water, 1000mg paracetemol |
| 22.30 | 6mg prochlorperazine |
| 23.00 | 1000mg paracetemol |
| 23.30 | 4mg crushed xanax, 50mg diphenhydramine, 3mg prochlorperazine, 40mg oxycodone(?) |
| 23.45-00.00 | 5g azide |
this plan seems to be the most peaceful way to die. as soon as i take the azide, i just plan on going to sleep through the xanax. the pills should dissolve within a few minutes as im sleeping, and i should be good to go.
my main question is as follows: should i take the oxycodone? i'll have the xanax to calm me down and get me to sleep, but i'm also wondering if the oxy would have an effect that would make it less distressing? i'm worried about not being able to breathe and not being able to take the azide in time.
thank you <3, love you
