So tired man i just i... hate my parents man esp the loser bastard. I have very high stress and just cant relax and high libido is just making it worse. Please tell me what to use like which supplements and/or OTC drugs or cocktail of them can kill it, its just so fucking boring and awful being a masturbator (beta) i dont like being a loser and given i cant and would never get sex often sadly (esp since i want like an alpha to be a womanizer aka get lots of casual sex but being poor is stopping it and being lanky, ugly and socially awkward does not help either) so it makes life living hell. To be frank i have never been really happy/satisfied since that awful puberty. And some people say Hitler is most evil, no loser who made me is. He lit passed his loser gene on me.
So many relapses (days wasted, a day with a relapse is waste). I want to die, i am death positive but i dont want to die as a loser like an average male. I dont want commitment crap nor marriege nor kids. Fuck all that. I want peace. Its crazy i just idk its getting worse everyday.
Given ive read roids can shorten lifespan i plan to use it given the strength & size i want i cannot achieve natty esp with my slender frame but just libido makes life so much painful need to get rid of this cancer please guys help (its against my will to have it). Thing is only sissies (like to) beat their meat. Its a coping like religions and its pointless (unless u sub or make $$ from it).
So many relapses (days wasted, a day with a relapse is waste). I want to die, i am death positive but i dont want to die as a loser like an average male. I dont want commitment crap nor marriege nor kids. Fuck all that. I want peace. Its crazy i just idk its getting worse everyday.
Given ive read roids can shorten lifespan i plan to use it given the strength & size i want i cannot achieve natty esp with my slender frame but just libido makes life so much painful need to get rid of this cancer please guys help (its against my will to have it). Thing is only sissies (like to) beat their meat. Its a coping like religions and its pointless (unless u sub or make $$ from it).
