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brokenxtheory

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Aug 12, 2023
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Hey. I need help gaining items. I just want peace. And I want as little pain as possible. My mom thinks I should wait until she has enough cash for me to go to another country for euthanasia. Personally, I believe she just wants me to hold off another year, maybe 4 years.

Because my family has no money. And I can't wait anymore, I'm tired. I don't have access to anything. I have some cash, but no credit card (my family doesn't trust me with one). And I don't drive either.

I just want to leave. With as little pain as possible. I'm open to finding someone to do it together, being alone is fine, but I wouldn't mind company. I'm beyond exhausted. I just want to sleep for good.

Anyone in the NJ/NYC area? If so, let's talk.

CJay
 
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snowcloud9

snowcloud9

I’m Cold
Sep 9, 2023
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What method did you choose that you need help with?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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There is a suicide partners megathread on here in the members information section if you are looking for that, I don't believe that other people can be trusted but if people want a suicide partner then that's their decision. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for, it's very much understandable wishing for permanent freedom from this existence.
 
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ifeelsobad

Experienced
Aug 23, 2022
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Hey. I need help gaining items. I just want peace. And I want as little pain as possible. My mom thinks I should wait until she has enough cash for me to go to another country for euthanasia. Personally, I believe she just wants me to hold off another year, maybe 4 years.

Because my family has no money. And I can't wait anymore, I'm tired. I don't have access to anything. I have some cash, but no credit card (my family doesn't trust me with one). And I don't drive either.

I just want to leave. With as little pain as possible. I'm open to finding someone to do it together, being alone is fine, but I wouldn't mind company. I'm beyond exhausted. I just want to sleep for good.

Anyone in the NJ/NYC area? If so, let's talk.

CJay
I'm in NY. Do you have a car?
 
cosmic-joke

cosmic-joke

Pharmacology master
Oct 6, 2023
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Hey. I need help gaining items. I just want peace. And I want as little pain as possible. My mom thinks I should wait until she has enough cash for me to go to another country for euthanasia. Personally, I believe she just wants me to hold off another year, maybe 4 years.

Because my family has no money. And I can't wait anymore, I'm tired. I don't have access to anything. I have some cash, but no credit card (my family doesn't trust me with one). And I don't drive either.

I just want to leave. With as little pain as possible. I'm open to finding someone to do it together, being alone is fine, but I wouldn't mind company. I'm beyond exhausted. I just want to sleep for good.

Anyone in the NJ/NYC area? If so, let's talk.

CJay
Simple you need ddmp2 certain peaceful death look into it
 
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