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MattMaddog

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Oct 28, 2025
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Benadryl throughout the day and start drinking a little after 4 of them and about 30min passing. I'll pass out and drink enough to fall asleep and not throw up. I can also take a dab and get really high for another depressant. I just don't want to go extreme and involve others like walking into traffic or trains
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Why would you need to go to extremes when you have info on every viable method now that you've found this site?

OD's are not a reliable method, as you should know since you've been here since Oct 2025.

 
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MattMaddog

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Oct 28, 2025
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I keep bouncing between going through with it and not. I didn't even know OD wasn't reliable so I thank you for that fact cause my worst fear is coming back. I'm pretty sure I was under the influence when I found/made account for this site and I just took the same steps mentally just sober to find it again.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I keep bouncing between going through with it and not. I didn't even know OD wasn't reliable so I thank you for that fact cause my worst fear is coming back. I'm pretty sure I was under the influence when I found/made account for this site and I just took the same steps mentally just sober to find it again.
Ok, then take some time to familiarize yourself with the site so you can understand why it exists.
Also, if you make posts in the future, you've gotta learn how to reply to comments. I never would have seen your reply if I hadn't circled back. To reply in a way that the person will actually see it, you've got to hit "reply" all the way to the right before replying, as I have done to reply to you now.
I'm sorry to hear your worst fear has come back, whatever that is. If it's something that therapy can help with, I hope that you'll get yourself into therapy. You can always make a post to vent about it. If you're undecided about wanting to attempt, then don't proceed until/unless you are decided. It's permanent so it shouldn't be attempted without absolute certainty. In the meantime, you can do research here if you'd like to be prepared. Best of luck whatever you decide.
 
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MattMaddog

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Ok, then take some time to familiarize yourself with the site so you can understand why it exists.
Also, if you make posts in the future, you've gotta learn how to reply to comments. I never would have seen your reply if I hadn't circled back. To reply in a way that the person will actually see it, you've got to hit "reply" all the way to the right before replying, as I have done to reply to you now.
I'm sorry to hear your worst fear has come back, whatever that is. You can always make a post to vent about it. If you're undecided about wanting to attempt, then don't proceed until/unless you are decided. In the meantime, you can do research here to be prepared. Best of luck whatever you decide.
I apologize for the inconvenience, I am decided and confident in the decision. I thought the method was solid honestly but I also was looking for facts to make sure it was.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I apologize for the inconvenience, I am decided and confident in the decision. I thought the method was solid honestly but I also was looking for facts to make sure it was.
No need for apologies, and now you've got replying down 👍.
If a method is solid, it will be listed in the above link.
 
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