Nearly 40, brain scan

[Uk2023]

I'm nearly 40

I told myself at 36 to work on myself

I have achieved nothing

I'm worse now, in health, looks, wealth
It's feeling impossible

I thought I would have 1 person to mark my 40th with but nobody

I want a brain scan, I want to actually see what my brain looks like because the lack of interest and ability to do anything can't just be feelings

 

[Dot]

Wht knd of wrk dd u d/ on urslf

Dd u evr gt n,e profssnl hlp or guidnce

Slf am lookng in2 scns atm - sme plces wll mke priv8 appointmnts w/o refrrl frm GP If needd

 

[Uk2023]

Wht knd of wrk dd u d/ on urslf

Dd u evr gt n,e profssnl hlp or guidnce

Slf am lookng in2 scns atm - sme plces wll mke priv8 appointmnts w/o refrrl frm GP If needd

CBT and EMDR therapy

I made list of things to do but just haven't done them.

My GP not interested… I have to go private i just don't know what to ask for or look for yet

 

[JayJay]

I've been having some weird and awful sensations in my head. Like it feels at times there is like a balloon slowly expanding in my head. I got a CT scan and only thing I got was a partially empty sella which can be associated with headaches and such. I would definitely advocate for yourself and ask a doctor to get an mri. The sooner the better