
willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 3,205
i have come close to death two times (three attempts but only two caused unconsciousness). the first time was with hanging and i have no confirmation of whether or not my heart ever stopped but i do not believe so? i just know i became unconscious multiple times due to lack of blood flow. while unconscious there was nothingness. i had no visions or dreams, i ceased to exist. when i took SN my dad walked in and found me not breathing and had to perform cpr, once again i do not remember any sense of anything. my only experience with death is oblivion. i am not uncomfortable with that, that is what happens before we are born so i can imagine it being what happens after we die. i just don't understand why other people have visions and see lights while i no longer have a consciousness