Rue89
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- Feb 10, 2020
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I'm looking for opinions about whether it's okay to put names of people to blame in a suicide note.
The person won't care. Actually they'll be happy I'm dead. It would be more for my family, especially my mom, giving them more reassurance that they are not to blame. I hope that it would help ease their guilt. If I don't mention the person my mom will completely blame herself because she knows about my mental health struggles. She'll assume that was the only reason. If I don't name the person I'm afraid it will be harder on them, forever wondering who it was.I have thought about this as well but what good would really come from it? What do you want the person who reads the note to do with that information?
Wow. You actually make a really good argument. I now feel like I have to rethink what I'm going to write.The person won't care. Actually they'll be happy I'm dead. It would be more for my family, especially my mom, giving them more reassurance that they are not to blame. I hope that it would help ease their guilt. If I don't mention the person my mom will completely blame herself because she knows about my mental health struggles. She'll assume that was the only reason. If I don't name the person I'm afraid it will be harder on them, forever wondering who it was.
You're right, it doesn't do anything for me in the end. It would be for my family, a way to let them know they're not to blame in any way. Especially my mom who will blame herself for not seeing or just assuming that I'm suicidal since she knows about my mental health problems. I hope that letting her know that it's not the only reason, that there is someone else to blame will help ease her guilt. I just don't know if I should name the person or just say "someone."Do what you will, a lot of people contributed to my suffering and made the torture worse, but the core issue is its own beast (versus the aftermath/contributing factors), still not my fault and technically it is the cause of others, being born into shit and all, but naming names really doesn't do anything for you in the end.
People will just become angry that you named them if it's in any unsavory or "fuck you" type of way.
They will use that to funnel their own sympathy from the situation and trust me, no matter how guilty they are, the living always absolve each other of sins concerning the dead.
It's infuriating, but that's what happens.