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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
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Anyone had success or issues getting N delivered to the UK? Feedback please

I'm worried about customs, my family finding out, me getting charged or put in a psyche ward. I'm in severe physical pain not mad despite what nhs believe. Anti Psychotic meds ain't going to help me. & ive exhausted all depression & pain meds for any quality of life.

I'd even pay someone extra if they could sell me it uk to UK. What money I have left no good to me bedridden 9 months with no chance of recovery lol.

Received email from D says it's no problem being gifted to EU/Uk.

I'm desperate. I'm severely physically disabled in torturous agony 24/7. All available methods to me have failed & I'm living with my elderly parents.
Life needs to be over
 
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Stopthepain

Member
Jul 11, 2021
98
I feel you.. how old are you? Sorry this is Happening to you. Been there for 3 years.
Your parents wont see what it is. D changes The Lable.
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Not the UK but I'm just across the water in Ireland and have received it twice with no issue, first time from A last year, second from D recently
 
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Stopthepain

Member
Jul 11, 2021
98
Received it in germany with no issues.
 
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Student
Aug 3, 2021
103
I had no trouble in the UK
 
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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
270
I feel you.. how old are you? Sorry this is Happening to you. Been there for 3 years.
Your parents wont see what it is. D changes The Lable.
That's great I was more worried it Would get seized police involved whatever I'm 48. Tbf my elderly parents know how ill i am. They're just powerless to help. If I can get something to end things I know they'd be able to grieve I was no longer suffering even tho they're anti drugs they
I feel you.. how old are you? Sorry this is Happening to you. Been there for 3 years.
Your parents wont see what it is. D changes The Lable.
Thanks I'm 48. My parents know I'm chronically ill bed ridden but I've never had any major drug issues But feeling I'm tied to an electric fence all the time amongst 100 other physical symptoms life simply cannot go on. Parents don't want to see me sufferring but they're old they believe I'll just soon die from pain & lack of sleep. I wish it were that simple.
Not the UK but I'm just across the water in Ireland and have received it twice with no issue, first time from A last year, second from D recently
Great how did you find it? Heard taste can be difficult. Guessing you didn't take it all if you've bought twice?
I had no trouble in the UK
Great that's reassuring
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Great how did you find it? Heard taste can be difficult. Guessing you didn't take it all if you've bought twice?
Yeah I had somewhat of a 'failed attempt' a few weeks back, not failed due to the N itself but because my SI kicked in hard and the taste and quantity really did catch me off guard(I was intending on drinking the 2 bottles but am now reconsidering going with just the 1 next time because, for me at least, the quantity was very overwhelming)
I knew the taste would be bad but it was worse than I thought… the only way I can describe it is pure bitterness, like imagine the most bitter thing you've ever tasted but subtract any flavour and that's what N tastes like
Again, this was just my experience, but maybe I'm being overly sensitive and dramatic lol
 
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bea1974

Specialist
Aug 7, 2019
331
How do you all know where to order from? I've been away a while, didn't know we could get N in uk now.
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Not the UK but I'm just across the water in Ireland and have received it twice with no issue, first time from A last year, second from D recently
Can you pm me how to contact D. The download link from the pph is broken i bought a online copy but have not received anything yet
 
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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
270
Can you pm me how to contact D. The download link from the pph is broken i bought a online copy but have not received anything yet
I'd be interested in the same. I was given an email for D & had response but now learned there's a fake D & a genuine emai lone I can't get the pph to download either seems full of viruses destroyed my tablet bought a new one.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,341
I'd be interested in the same. I was given an email for D & had response but now learned there's a fake D & a genuine emai lone I can't get the pph to download either seems full of viruses destroyed my tablet bought a new one.
N seems like a great option . SN imo is also great option , less expensive. Depends on country how easy SN is to get. i'm here in the USA and it's getting more difficult to get SN. i might try to buy N and more SN . Need to save up

That pph link here in the resources does seem to be full of viruses. Maybe some one tech savy can explain what is going on. but i tried downloading the pph here in the resources and a .exe downloaded and i had to restore my laptop.
 
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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
270
N seems like a great option . SN imo is also great option , less expensive. Depends on country how easy SN is to get. i'm here in the USA and it's getting more difficult to get SN. i might try to buy N and more SN . Need to save up

That pph link here in the resources does seem to be full of viruses. Maybe some one tech savy can explain what is going on. but i tried downloading the pph here in the resources and a .exe downloaded and i had to restore my laptop.
I had the same problem. Had to buy a new tablet. I can't seem to source SN in the UK. I think I've acquired contact for N. Just hoping it's a genuine email & not a scam one.
 
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plough22

plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
226
Yeah I had somewhat of a 'failed attempt' a few weeks back, not failed due to the N itself but because my SI kicked in hard and the taste and quantity really did catch me off guard(I was intending on drinking the 2 bottles but am now reconsidering going with just the 1 next time because, for me at least, the quantity was very overwhelming)
I knew the taste would be bad but it was worse than I thought… the only way I can describe it is pure bitterness, like imagine the most bitter thing you've ever tasted but subtract any flavour and that's what N tastes like
Again, this was just my experience, but maybe I'm being overly sensitive and dramatic lol

great you got N again, I'd be worried it get stopped at customs. I hope you find peace either way. SI is there for a reason. I wish you well whichever route you go.
it's easy enough to do? I may look into.
Anyone had success or issues getting N delivered to the UK? Feedback please

I'm worried about customs, my family finding out, me getting charged or put in a psyche ward. I'm in severe physical pain not mad despite what nhs believe. Anti Psychotic meds ain't going to help me. & ive exhausted all depression & pain meds for any quality of life.

I'd even pay someone extra if they could sell me it uk to UK. What money I have left no good to me bedridden 9 months with no chance of recovery lol.

Received email from D says it's no problem being gifted to EU/Uk.

I'm desperate. I'm severely physically disabled in torturous agony 24/7. All available methods to me have failed & I'm living with my elderly parents.
Life needs to be over

you deserve peace, I wish it for you. When the world life becomes a prison then you should be allowed to seek a way out.

have you thought about peagus or dignatas

sending you good wishes
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
N seems like a great option . SN imo is also great option , less expensive. Depends on country how easy SN is to get. i'm here in the USA and it's getting more difficult to get SN. i might try to buy N and more SN . Need to save up

That pph link here in the resources does seem to be full of viruses. Maybe some one tech savy can explain what is going on. but i tried downloading the pph here in the resources and a .exe downloaded and i had to restore my laptop.
Where did you find this PPH which is an exe? Feel free to PM me.
 
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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
270
great you got N again, I'd be worried it get stopped at customs. I hope you find peace either way. SI is there for a reason. I wish you well whichever route you go.
it's easy enough to do? I may look into.


you deserve peace, I wish it for you. When the world life becomes a prison then you should be allowed to seek a way out.

have you thought about peagus or dignatas

sending you good wishes
I can't to the toilet let alone get to a plane it's also take months paperwork & no docs believe how physically ill i am in the UK. I have no help to get there even if I could.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,341
Where did you find this PPH which is an exe? Feel free to PM me.
As you can see in this thread from me and @Chockles interaction in this thread we both got viruses or malware from the link here on this site in the resources for the PPH. at least one .exe downloaded when i clicked on the link. i don't know what i did or what happened. i kept clicking and .pdf of the pph did seem to download but also a .exe first. i didn't click on the exe but i think i got a malware infection so did @Chockles. i had to use a restore point and restore my windows latptop to 3 weeks ago .hopefully it's not infected. @Chockles had to get another laptop. i also had another interaction with another member in another thread and he/she also had malware when clicking on the pph here in the resources. this is his/her post :

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ppeh-2021-version.72133/#post-1343363
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
i only clicked on this website's sanctioned suicid resources compilation. i never went on that wiki site. i thought it might have been only me but as you can see 2 others had malware also @Chockles and @meetapple . Their description sounded so similar i think it's the same site i clicke on . an .exe downloaded first . then i was able to download the pdf . but i had to restore my laptop to a previous restore point. . @Chockles had to replace the machine. maybe they can shed some light as to what link they clicked. @meetapple seems very responsive and he/she said they got malware also .
I think I know what happend here. The PPH has been uploaded to anonfiles. When I tried to download it, I also got some message trying to convince me to install some software. This software is most likely the malware you are referring to.

The PPH has been taken down by Exit through DCMA requests, which is why it's currently upload to anonfile. The PPH uploaded by @RainAndSadness is legit and certainly doesn't contain malware, but the host (anonfiles) might have tricked you into downloading malware. Since only very recently users started to complain about this, I suspect this is also a recent thing. Maybe even a temporary one, who knows.

Maybe the PPH should be re-uploaded to yet another file upload service, but which one?
 
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justsayin

Member
Jan 30, 2021
493
Which link does contain the malware? And it's true, someone vandalized the resource wiki page a few months ago but I pretty much reversed all changes that were made by that person. At this point I simply recommend to use the resource compilation thread that contains my personal PDF file (first link under downloads). This one doesn't open any exe files. It's legit, I can't vouch for any other editions that are going around in the community. Please only use my source. I've heard stories again about people asking other members to give them access to a PPH copy (for money) when my edition is literally free and 100% legit. I'm not sure what else to do to prevent these scams.

I have just seen this thread, so my reply may be a bit late. Your link is to anonfiles, and anonfiles usually opens pop-ups, and they may offer download of malware (e.g. PPH+August+Edition.pdf.zip). I already wrote about it on the forum:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-emails-listed-in-the-ppeh.62779/post-1329958
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-resources-section-warns-me-of-viruses.75129/

I tried preventing infections by putting a warning in the PPeH Advisory thread, but I guess not everyone read that stuff. Maybe some warning next to a link would be more effective (or switch to some piracy-friendly-and-malware-unfriendly host site, if such thing exists).
 

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