Hey guys, cause of my chronich illness that is destroying my nervous system brain and body i prepared myself last year for the worst case. Weed helped me for some months to Deal with the pain.. now it has a paradox effect.. just insanity paranoia and anxiety.. that was.the only Thing that kept me alive the last 3 months.. now it messed the rest up.. i am paralyted in a scary hell.. every sec is torture.. just stopint weed and to back to my disabled isolated hell is no Option anymore.. i thought this illnes everyday sucidial wisjing to die with no life for 3.5 years.. enough is enough.. i have to check out for my own good as long as i have still a bit control over me and not get tourmented in a mental Hospital tho they cant cure me.. just lock me in. I have to protect my soul. This life is inhuman, i am 26 and there is no future just pain. I like life as a healthy Person rly much that is why i kept fighting for so.long even tho i knew it is hopless for a long long time.
Is N still good after 8 months? It was cool stored and no Light exposure and sealed.
I am in so much pain. Is this real life? I just feels like hell.
Is N still good after 8 months? It was cool stored and no Light exposure and sealed.
I am in so much pain. Is this real life? I just feels like hell.
