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unbelievablydead

Student
Oct 20, 2025
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i'm so sorry if this question isn't allowed, but does someone have the email for D (i think that's who's selling it now, right?). i can't access the 2025 ppeh for some reason, and i don't want to buy it for that reason alone. if anyone knows, it would be extremely helpful. tried contacting A/B and they didn't respond.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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There's no N from D for years anymore. You have to travel to South America, and even there it's getting more and more difficult afaik.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Those people do not sell anymore. Neither does anyone else. If you see anyone online saying they sell Nembutal / pentabarbitol, they are scammers.
 
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orbwithinorb

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Aug 4, 2024
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There's no N from D for years anymore. You have to travel to South America, and even there it's getting more and more difficult afaik.
Has anyone on here actually traveled there and confirmed that they were able to buy? Just seems like such a shot in the dark to travel there as a foreigner. I feel like there would be very little chance they sell to you if they can tell you're not from there but maybe I'm wrong
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Has anyone on here actually traveled there and confirmed that they were able to buy? Just seems like such a shot in the dark to travel there as a foreigner. I feel like there would be very little chance they sell to you if they can tell you're not from there but maybe I'm wrong
There are a couple threads here of people getting their hands on pentabarbitol in South America but more recent ones have noted it is getting much harder.
 
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