Just wanted to report back that my package arrived! I am so overjoyed right now that I don't have words.

Having N accessible at the drop of a hat whenever I need it is the best feeling in the world, at least for someone in as much daily constant pain, it is for me! It's simply a wonderfully comforting feeling to know that if things really do get too bad and impossible for me to handle, I can end them whenever I want to with no strings attached nor physical pain or intense fear like most other methods. Right now, I feel like a life-sentence prisoner in a maximum security prison who has just obtained a formal document that I can sign at anytime for parole. I am now 1,000% prepared for the zombie apocalypse and infinity beyond. Anyway, when it comes to N, I couldn't recommend D more highly enough. I wish you all the best!

In regards to how the N was packaged, I thought I'd just say it is very well protected and secured so that nothing will break in-transit! I'm honestly really impressed and I'm super thankful to D.
Having the luxury of N at hand makes me finally feel like I live in a first-world country!