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imjusttired

imjusttired

Just a 21 year old living ‘the’ life
Nov 10, 2020
35
Hey,

So everyone is talking about D when mentioning N. How can I find out who D is? I really want to know cause I need N.

Please anyone help me,
 
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Sea Turtle

She/Her ✨ Achieving True Peace
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/

More information can be found using the "search" function on the site.
 
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varieties

Member
Mar 17, 2021
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/

More information can be found using the "search" function on the site
Thank you, I had searched and found that before but the The pdf doesn't open for me when I looked at it earlier
 
wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
Just wanted to report back that my package arrived! I am so overjoyed right now that I don't have words. 😭 Having N accessible at the drop of a hat whenever I need it is the best feeling in the world, at least for someone in as much daily constant pain, it is for me! It's simply a wonderfully comforting feeling to know that if things really do get too bad and impossible for me to handle, I can end them whenever I want to with no strings attached nor physical pain or intense fear like most other methods. Right now, I feel like a life-sentence prisoner in a maximum security prison who has just obtained a formal document that I can sign at anytime for parole. I am now 1,000% prepared for the zombie apocalypse and infinity beyond. Anyway, when it comes to N, I couldn't recommend D more highly enough. I wish you all the best! ☺️
In regards to how the N was packaged, I thought I'd just say it is very well protected and secured so that nothing will break in-transit! I'm honestly really impressed and I'm super thankful to D.
Having the luxury of N at hand makes me finally feel like I live in a first-world country! 😂
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Just wanted to report back that my package arrived! I am so overjoyed right now that I don't have words. 😭 Having N accessible at the drop of a hat whenever I need it is the best feeling in the world, at least for someone in as much daily constant pain, it is for me! It's simply a wonderfully comforting feeling to know that if things really do get too bad and impossible for me to handle, I can end them whenever I want to with no strings attached nor physical pain or intense fear like most other methods. Right now, I feel like a life-sentence prisoner in a maximum security prison who has just obtained a formal document that I can sign at anytime for parole. I am now 1,000% prepared for the zombie apocalypse and infinity beyond. Anyway, when it comes to N, I couldn't recommend D more highly enough. I wish you all the best! ☺️
In regards to how the N was packaged, I thought I'd just say it is very well protected and secured so that nothing will break in-transit! I'm honestly really impressed and I'm super thankful to D.
Having the luxury of N at hand makes me finally feel like I live in a first-world country! 😂
Glad to hear you have your ctb golden ticket. It's a very liberating experience indeed.
 
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wellherewego

wellherewego

Wanderer
Apr 30, 2022
55
I read the april pph and didn't see any mention of d or an email. Or am i missing something
 
CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
I read the april pph and didn't see any mention of d or an email. Or am i missing something
Yes. There's a shortage of N right now, so you're not going to be able to find any for a few months at least.
 
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CannotAnymore

Student
Apr 29, 2022
100
There is a shortage. N just seems like the perfect solution.
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
I received an email from D about 3 weeks ago stating a shortage till July. However, someone on a different thread mentioned that he heard D has some 'limited' stock in but I didn't ask the poster how he came to find out exactly. I'll have to try and find the exact thread where this was mentioned. I find this odd and difficult to believe when there is a shortage and then someone can suddenly get some extra.

I had originally contacted D beginning of April and got the standardized email reply about quantity, where to send it to and the cost as well as payment by 2 different cryptocurrencies. However, I didn't decide at that exact moment but 4 days later stating what I wanted to proceed. I did not receive another email in response. Soon after, It was rumored that (and most likely true) he stopped because of short supply. After watching this forum, it seemed that this was indeed true and several members, including myself, later received an email from D stating this. I did believe this was actually the case now.

Getting back to the recent rumor that he has some limited stock available. Upon hearing about this the other day, I decided to email him at the same address I had used when I contacted him at the beginning of last month. He replied with a bizarre question and nothing else. He asked "where do you live? He also asked, do you want to pay with Western Union or MoneyGram? Now, I don't know if this person responding to me is the actual D whom I corresponded with back in a April. I checked with a couple other people on this forum who confirmed the same email address I had used. The email I used was the one in the online ppeh version November 2021 (which I paid for) and not the book or printed ppeh on this website. I double checked this with the pdf version on this site and it was the same.

So, I am confused about all this and wondering if another person got hold of D's email address. I mean his responses were literally a few words and that was it. Should this be trusted or not? A scam?

I'd greatly appreciate any advice you all can give.

Thank you
 
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SBC

SBC

Member
Apr 23, 2022
20
Why do they think it's a scam? He asks you Western Union or Moneygram. Just a normal question!
 
dredd1981

dredd1981

All these moments will be lost in time
May 1, 2022
102
Has anyone here from the UK or Europe successfully gotten N from D? I'm worried it would be intercepted by customs
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
Why do they think it's a scam? He asks you Western Union or Moneygram. Just a normal question!
Have you ever ordered or contacted D in the past, prior to the beginning of April of this year? If you did, you would know that he generally asks for crypto and not the other forms of payment.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
Have you ever ordered or contacted D in the past, prior to the beginning of April of this year? If you did, you would know that he generally asks for crypto and not the other forms of payment.
Which part was bizarre to you? The MoneyGram/WU question or where do you live? He asks where you live so he knows how much to charge you based on the prices for different regions.
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
Which part was bizarre to you? The MoneyGram/WU question or where do you live? He asks where you live so he knows how much to charge you based on the prices for different regions.
The MoneyGram Western Union because in my original email to him he only offered crypto and not these 2 options. Not where I live.
 
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Cactuscraze

Member
Apr 29, 2022
23
I received an email from D about 3 weeks ago stating a shortage till July. However, someone on a different thread mentioned that he heard D has some 'limited' stock in but I didn't ask the poster how he came to find out exactly. I'll have to try and find the exact thread where this was mentioned. I find this odd and difficult to believe when there is a shortage and then someone can suddenly get some extra.

I had originally contacted D beginning of April and got the standardized email reply about quantity, where to send it to and the cost as well as payment by 2 different cryptocurrencies. However, I didn't decide at that exact moment but 4 days later stating what I wanted to proceed. I did not receive another email in response. Soon after, It was rumored that (and most likely true) he stopped because of short supply. After watching this forum, it seemed that this was indeed true and several members, including myself, later received an email from D stating this. I did believe this was actually the case now.

Getting back to the recent rumor that he has some limited stock available. Upon hearing about this the other day, I decided to email him at the same address I had used when I contacted him at the beginning of last month. He replied with a bizarre question and nothing else. He asked "where do you live? He also asked, do you want to pay with Western Union or MoneyGram? Now, I don't know if this person responding to me is the actual D whom I corresponded with back in a April. I checked with a couple other people on this forum who confirmed the same email address I had used. The email I used was the one in the online ppeh version November 2021 (which I paid for) and not the book or printed ppeh on this website. I double checked this with the pdf version on this site and it was the same.

So, I am confused about all this and wondering if another person got hold of D's email address. I mean his responses were literally a few words and that was it. Should this be trusted or not? A scam?

I'd greatly appreciate any advice you all can give.

Thank
Have you ever ordered or contacted D in the past, prior to the beginning of April of this year? If you did, you would know that he generally asks for crypto and not the other forms of payment.
I got 2 bottles from him last year and used Crypto to pay. He also only accepted Crypto coins. Just contacted him with the same email and the new WU and MG payment methods sketched me out too. I won't be ordering any more until I hear of recent packs landing
 
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Ruined

Member
Nov 21, 2021
29
Same experience here. Contacted him in November. Had coinbase issues. Then found out about the shortage, and the rumored new supply. Just recontacted him a few days ago, and got a response that was a slightly altered cut and paste of November's stock email, with WU and Moneygram added (and new prices).

This all seems a bit off, after hearing of the shortage.

Can anyone confirm that this email address has not been compromised, and that May packages are arriving?
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
The MoneyGram Western Union because in my original email to him he only offered crypto and not these 2 options. Not where I live.
I used MoneyGram no problem.
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
I got 2 bottles from him last year and used Crypto to pay. He also only accepted Crypto coins. Just contacted him with the same email and the new WU and MG payment methods sketched me out too. I won't be ordering any more until I hear of recent packs landing
Hey there. Thanks for your response. You mentioned you received some from last year, but your profile is relatively new. It's actually after the date of when the shortage was announced. So I was just curious about the discrepancy about you receiving product last year and now you emailing him and getting the same response I did with your profile being so new..
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
The MoneyGram Western Union because in my original email to him he only offered crypto and not these 2 options. Not where I live.
My email I got from him listed crypto and moneygram. I'd have to look back but western union may have been an option as well. Reports are he has limited stock. I have to wait until 2023, so I'm going to wait until a later time as I figure other people need it more than I do
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
Just recontacted him a few days ago, and got a response that was a slightly altered cut and paste of November's stock email, with WU and Moneygram added (and new prices).
At least you got a cut and paste type of reply. I got only 4 words. Then another 3. Doesn't sound right. No cost associated in relation to where I live or any other info offered.
 
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Cactuscraze

Member
Apr 29, 2022
23
Hey there. Thanks for your response. You mentioned you received some from last year, but your profile is relatively new. It's actually after the date of when the shortage was announced. So I was just curious about the discrepancy about you receiving product last year and now you emailing him and getting the same response I did with your profile being so new..
I ordered two bottles over 12 months ago. I ended up using them to get high and to sleep over the course of the year. Now I've acknowledged my condition not improving/getting worse so I'm trying to get more N at the moment to ctb. My profile is new because I recently found this site. I got the original email contact because I actually bought the real PPeH with a fake ID
I ordered two bottles over 12 months ago. I ended up using them to get high and to sleep over the course of the year. Now I've acknowledged my condition not improving/getting worse so I'm trying to get more N at the moment to ctb. My profile is new because I recently found this site. I got the original email contact because I actually bought the real PPeH with a fake ID
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
I used MoneyGram no problem.
I heard he does accept those options, but you likely had ordered from him before this shortage I'm guessing. If so, I'm sure you had a more proper email from him rather than my experience which was just a few words without any further details offered. You would think that his reply would include everything from cost of 1 or 2 items, the country to send to, payment type offered, etc and not broken up emails which contain a few non descript words.
I ordered two bottles over 12 months ago. I ended up using them to get high and to sleep over the course of the year. Now I've acknowledged my condition not improving/getting worse so I'm trying to get more N at the moment to ctb. My profile is new because I recently found this site. I got the original email contact because I actually bought the real PPeH with a fake ID
Got it thanks for the clarification.
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

Z z Z z Z z Z z Z z Z
May 5, 2022
817
I'm a skeptical person when it comes to ordering things from people online. How do you even know if it's really N and not just some rat poison or some shit. I assume it goes based on reputation of the seller but wouldn't u just be gambling at this point? I'm new here so maybe I need to stfu but I really want to buy N and I can't risk being screwed.
 
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CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
I'm a skeptical person when it comes to ordering things from people online. How do you even know if it's really N and not just some rat poison or some shit. I assume it goes based on reputation of the seller but wouldn't u just be gambling at this point? I'm new here so maybe I need to stfu but I really want to buy N and I can't risk being screwed.
Not to be overly blunt but I feel it'll be most informative for you (and everyone): yes, of course it's a gamble. At the end of the day there's a good number of things that could go wrong with the purchase.

That being said, D's reputation is not part of the issue. If you order from them (and only them) - and send the payment properly - they will send you the package, and that package will contain N. There are no questions about that.

Proper issues are rare, but they do happen. It could get seized by customs (most likely in Asian countries or those other ones with strict importation laws) or UPS could lose or accidentally destroy the package, to name a few. You would be wise to consider these things before deciding to purchase (just as you would with literally any other purchase, legal or not), but please bear in mind, as I noted earlier, these things are rare. The overwhelming outcome for those ordering N is that it will make it to you.
 
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Sleeper System

Z z Z z Z z Z z Z z Z
May 5, 2022
817
Not to be overly blunt but I feel it'll be most informative for you (and everyone): yes, of course it's a gamble. At the end of the day there's a good number of things that could go wrong with the purchase.

That being said, D's reputation is not part of the issue. If you order from them (and only them) - and send the payment properly - they will send you the package, and that package will contain N. There are no questions about that.

Proper issues are rare, but they do happen. It could get seized by customs (most likely in Asian countries or those other ones with strict importation laws) or UPS could lose or accidentally destroy the package, to name a few. You would be wise to consider these things before deciding to purchase (just as you would with literally any other purchase, legal or not), but please bear in mind, as I noted earlier, these things are rare. The overwhelming outcome for those ordering N is that it will make it to you.
Thank you for your candor. I will proceed accordingly.
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
I'm thinking of ordering one or two more bottles in July, just for reassurance.
 
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