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Joarga

Joarga

Depresión y soledad
Oct 8, 2019
43
Hello.
I made an order from N to D to send it to Spain, in May, and everything was perfect.
Immediate communication and received in 3 and a half days.
I tried it by drinking 1 ml, and the taste is really bitter. I had a good time with that bitterness in my throat.
Any tips to put up with this taste and not throw up?
Sorry if the English translation is bad
 
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Thegoldenapples

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Aug 12, 2020
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There are threads on here with suggestions to help mask the taste. Do you feel the bitterness could make you vomit?
 
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Jul 15, 2020
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Hello.
I made an order from N to D to send it to Spain, in May, and everything was perfect.
Immediate communication and received in 3 and a half days.
I tried it by drinking 1 ml, and the taste is really bitter. I had a good time with that bitterness in my throat.
Any tips to put up with this taste and not throw up?
Sorry if the English translation is bad

Most examples are of things to take AFTER you have taken. In the videos put up recently one person used chocolate, another juice, and alcohol( which is recommended to increase the effect of the N). I think there are some threads that mention a numbing spray or honey. Me personally i would hold my nose and swig it down. then afterwards some alcohol or chocolate
 
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Oct 4, 2020
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I don't understand the hype behind it tasting so bad.
It's literally the same as when they gave out medicinally years ago.
It's like asking for something to cover the taste with bad tasting antibiotics that are still used today. You don't you just take the medicine and suck it up (literally) lol
 
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I don't understand the hype behind it tasting so bad.
It's literally the same as when they gave out medicinally years ago.
It's like asking for something to cover the taste with bad tasting antibiotics that are still used today. You don't you just take the medicine and suck it up (literally) lol

little old ladies and men drink it with no problems whatsoever, from the videos i have seen they don't even pull a face.

i did taste some but, it was diluted in water and a small amount(when i was testing it was N) it didn't taste of much at all, maybe numbed my lips a bit, but i cant give a proper answer as it was a small amount and diluted. I am planning on tasting a small amount, just so i can put a comment on here for people. I'm planning on pinching the nose and just swigging it, if it was that bad. which i don't think it will be!!
 
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Oct 4, 2020
411
little old ladies and men drink it with no problems whatsoever, from the videos i have seen they don't even pull a face.

i did taste some but, it was diluted in water and a small amount(when i was testing it was N) it didn't taste of much at all, maybe numbed my lips a bit, but i cant give a proper answer as it was a small amount and diluted. I am planning on tasting a small amount, just so i can put a comment on here for people. I'm planning on pinching the nose and just swigging it, if it was that bad. which i don't think it will be!!
I honestly don't understand why people taste it tbh.

The way I look at it is…if somebody had my loved one at gun point and said.."if you don't eat this piece of shit next week, then ima shoot them"

I wouldn't try tasting some shit the week before to 'test' it lol hahah
 
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I honestly don't understand why people taste it tbh.

The way I look at it is…if somebody had my loved one at gun point and said.."if you don't eat this piece of shit next week, then ima shoot them"

I wouldn't try tasting some shit the week before to 'test' it lol hahah

I'm going to taste it for the reason of giving the forum a REAL example and opinion.

the reason posts about its taste and how peaceful it is, are made,are to scare others and make the m question the method. so i want to provide REAL information rather than the made up BS that others post. thats not because i want everyone to CTB, thats far from it. but those who choose to use the method have reliable information.

I would go as far to say that any negative information you see is just designed to scare people , make them question the method. it might work against some people aswell , I still bought N and it was easy lmao
 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
Most examples are of things to take AFTER you have taken. In the videos put up recently one person used chocolate, another juice, and alcohol( which is recommended to increase the effect of the N). I think there are some threads that mention a numbing spray or honey. Me personally i would hold my nose and swig it down. then afterwards some alcohol or chocolate
My plan exactly!

When I test-tasted (3ml), I held my nose and ate a few candy afterwards. I gurgled with lysterine afterwards which took the taste out of my mouth almost immediately.

So I guess I am still trying to decide what I should do for "the final taste-test" - eat chocolate and drink alcohol or gurgle lysterin.
 
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Alessa

Experienced
Nov 4, 2019
211
Hi guys,
my english isn't that good, sorry for that.

it's great that you're testtasting N for us, thank you so much. Our bodys are "programmed" to get rid of poison substances, by vomitting for example. Its a normal reaction to keep us alive. So... Iam not fearing the taste, but the possibility my body recognizes the poison and forcing me to puke. Thats why Iam trying to get Meto, just to be sure.
Are there tipps how to take Meto? In what time period? How much of it?

best regards
 
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Jul 15, 2020
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Hi guys,
my english isn't that good, sorry for that.

it's great that you're testtasting N for us, thank you so much. Our bodys are "programmed" to get rid of poison substances, by vomitting for example. Its a normal reaction to keep us alive. So... Iam not fearing the taste, but the possibility my body recognizes the poison and forcing me to puke. Thats why Iam trying to get Meto, just to be sure.
Are there tipps how to take Meto? In what time period? How much of it?

best regards
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Jack'sPain

Member
Jun 15, 2021
59
Can anyone confirm D's email address to me in pm
I got it from pph
Some people saying that scamming contact versions of pph are also floating
My version was from by @RainAndSadness
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Can anyone confirm D's email address to me in pm
I got it from pph
Some people saying that scamming contact versions of pph are also floating
My version was from by @RainAndSadness

that person is moderator on here and the version is legit
 
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Boochky

Boochky

Fat, bipolar, and hairy. (Sorry boys, I’m taken.)
Feb 23, 2019
333
Can anyone confirm D's email address to me in pm
I got it from pph
Some people saying that scamming contact versions of pph are also floating
My version was from by @RainAndSadness
Hi there. I was going to PM you, but it looks like you are relatively new and I can't yet. Please keep posting and participating and feel free to write me when you can. Good luck!
 
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JustAFriendlyGuy

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Jun 23, 2021
42
Hi there. I was going to PM you, but it looks like you are relatively new and I can't yet. Please keep posting and participating and feel free to write me when you can. Good luck!
Hey Boochky! I was also searching for the real mail adress. It would be kind if you could help me out. You probably wont be able to PM me, as i am a new member, but you can message me on Wickr me if you want! It's a free messenger which does not require you to share any information, no phone number, no mail, no birth date etc.. you can just create a random username and start chatting, and it's fully encrypted of course, which is also why it is widely used by drug vendors on the darknet. My username is MVC3, should u decide to message me.
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
that person is moderator on here and the version is legit
Hi there. I was going to PM you, but it looks like you are relatively new and I can't yet. Please keep posting and participating and feel free to write me when you can. Good luck!
Hi, I have the PPH I got from amazon, in have seen a couple emails in there relating to contacts for N, sounds like some one here actually found a legit link for it, is it possible I can some how have the page number it is on, or can some one please give me the email some how so u can make contact please. Thank you.

PS I want to make a post about a backup method if I don't find N but I don't have a option to make a post. Hopefully I will soon tho
 
Foreversad

Foreversad

(D)uck prolifers
Jun 21, 2021
413
Hello.
I made an order from N to D to send it to Spain, in May, and everything was perfect.
Immediate communication and received in 3 and a half days.
I tried it by drinking 1 ml, and the taste is really bitter. I had a good time with that bitterness in my throat.
Any tips to put up with this taste and not throw up?
Sorry if the English translation is bad
Im from europe too .was it an easy process ? How could u describe the taste ?
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Im from europe too .was it an easy process ? How could u describe the taste ?
Its soooooooo bad little old ladies/men can drink it without being sick lol (there's video evidence of this happening in some of the threads on this site) . All the proof you really need of how 'bad' it tastes!!!!! It tastes bitter, i can tell you that much (i have posted actual proof i have it aswell, rather than just making a post 'saying' i have it, i would like to add also) but the bitter taste is nothing knew, as its described in the PPH. So anyone who had done their research would already know this. I'm pretty sure most people wanting a peaceful, reliable painless way out can put up with a little bitter tasting liquid.

It tastes like you expect it to taste though.I mean lemons are classed as bitter tasting!!!!!
 
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Foreversad

(D)uck prolifers
Jun 21, 2021
413
Its soooooooo bad little old ladies/men can drink it without being sick lol (there's video evidence of this happening in some of the threads on this site) . All the proof you really need of how 'bad' it tastes!!!!! It tastes bitter, i can tell you that much (i have posted actual proof i have it aswell, rather than just making a post 'saying' i have it, i would like to add also) but the bitter taste is nothing knew, as its described in the PPH. So anyone who had done their research would already know this. I'm pretty sure most people wanting a peaceful, reliable painless way out can put up with a little bitter tasting liquid.

It tastes like you expect it to taste though.I mean lemons are classed as bitter tasting!!!!!
To be honest yes i wish our least concern while death would be the bitter taste .oh yes ive seen the michele causee .but they give them the small quantity .iam afraid just of the nausea it brings nothing else .oh you tried it? They say its like alcohol based
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
2,899
To be honest yes i wish our least concern while death would be the bitter taste .oh yes ive seen the michele causee .but they give them the small quantity .iam afraid just of the nausea it brings nothing else .oh you tried it? They say its like alcohol based

They are given 10-12g of N in assisted suicide clinics. I might also point out there is another video where a guy drinks a larger amount, and doesn't bat an eyelid!!!! 100ml is the same as having 2 shots in a bar lmao, or 4 if you drink 2 bottles. bear in mind there are no cases of a person failing by only taking 1 bottle. It ultimately down to each individual if they drink one or 2 bottles.

nausea is combatted by using an anti e, If your worried about these things i would advise doing research on the matters

So i found this info in the FAQ's for you

Never assume any information whatsoever is correct or accurate, no matter where you read it or who gives it to you. Always, no matter what, make your own critical assessment and investigation. You are responsible for any usage of the data you come across. So if you do your research you will be able to find out the facts, that way you won't need ask questions and will know the answer

this is the video of someone drinking N





forgive me if i am wrong but wouldn't you when you first taste something be able to react to how it tastes, regardless of how much you drunk. In other words the little old lady would have been bothered even when drinking the small amount as it is still N, and it is the same potency aswell.

I will try to find the video of the guy if i can
 
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Foreversad

(D)uck prolifers
Jun 21, 2021
413
They are given 10-12g of N in assisted suicide clinics. I might also point out there is another video where a guy drinks a larger amount, and doesn't bat an eyelid!!!! 100ml is the same as having 2 shots in a bar lmao, or 4 if you drink 2 bottles. bear in mind there are no cases of a person failing by only taking 1 bottle. It ultimately down to each individual if they drink one or 2 bottles.

nausea is combatted by using an anti e, If your worried about these things i would advise doing research on the matters

So i found this info in the FAQ's for you

Never assume any information whatsoever is correct or accurate, no matter where you read it or who gives it to you. Always, no matter what, make your own critical assessment and investigation. You are responsible for any usage of the data you come across. So if you do your research you will be able to find out the facts, that way you won't need ask questions and will know the answer
Yes im heavier and strong muscle built than average but still heavier so 2 would be better .yeah thats the good stuff the powder .pity ,we cant buy it anymore
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Yes im heavier and strong muscle built than average but still heavier so 2 would be better .yeah thats the good stuff the powder .pity ,we cant buy it anymore

Its still only 4 shots if you did 2 bottles, I would imagine not many propel think that's alot for a peaceful way out, its a small price to pay!

A person who used to be a moderator told me about there friends who were members of EXIT and they used to order from chinese chemical companies powder N, there wife was addicted to N rather than wanting to CTB with it. They spoke to the companies DIRECT. I wouldn't say things are unavailable, as its like fentanyl for instance. it might not be advertised in plain site but its available. people have grown wise its not clever to be so open with these things, that way they don't become not available!!!
 
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Foreversad

(D)uck prolifers
Jun 21, 2021
413
Its still only 4 shots if you did 2 bottles, I would imagine not many propel think that's alot for a peaceful way out, its a small price to pay!

A person who used to be a moderator told me about there friends who were members of EXIT and they used to order from chinese chemical companies powder N, there wife was addicted to N rather than wanting to CTB with it. They spoke to the companies DIRECT. I wouldn't say things are unavailable, as its like fentanyl for instance. it might not be advertised in plain site but its available. people have grown wise its not clever to be so open with these things, that way they don't become not available!!!
I see .that lady used it like wtf for sleeo and get high and we cant find it anymore..niiice
 
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Jul 15, 2020
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no, she still gets it from the companies, her husband contacts them for her in order to purchase it, its a member of EXIT and a person that was a MOD on here told me about them.Was interesting to find out about!!! I mean if people wanted to contact the companies in china then thats upto them. I had an earlier version of the PPH and it listed alot of chemical companies that sell it, some had been blurred out, but you could still see the names lol. Maybe people could contact them companies, i don't know? I mean alot of companies don't advertise stuff openly anymore to not attract attention, doesn't mean they aren't selling it though:wink:
 
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Foreversad

(D)uck prolifers
Jun 21, 2021
413
no, she still gets it from the companies, her husband contacts them for her in order to purchase it, its a member of EXIT and a person that was a MOD on here told me about them.Was interesting to find out about!!! I mean if people wanted to contact the companies in china then thats upto them. I had an earlier version of the PPH and it listed alot of chemical companies that sell it, some had been blurred out, but you could still see the names lol. Maybe people could contact them companies, i don't know? I mean alot of companies don't advertise stuff openly anymore to not attract attention, doesn't mean they aren't selling it though:wink:
Its just im not that sure that i will pump into the real thing .
 
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Its just im not that sure that i will pump into the real thing .

thats fair enough, some people are prepared to take these risks though. and thats upto them! I mean its a good thing in a way, as if your unsure about these companies then i'm sure the police and pro lifers are aswell and have no clue about them:wink:. like i said some people will take risks though, and thats their choice. i wish them good luck!
 
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Foreversad

(D)uck prolifers
Jun 21, 2021
413
thats fair enough, some people are prepared to take these risks though. and thats upto them! I mean its a good thing in a way, as if your unsure about these companies then i'm sure the police and pro lifers are aswell and have no clue about them:wink:. like i said some people will take risks though, and thats their choice. i wish them good luck!
We would try to go for it but i heard that one had purchased n and it was rat poison .btw how could we test something to avoid the possibility of being contaminated with such these poisons
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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We would try to go for it but i heard that one had purchased n and it was rat poison .btw how could we test something to avoid the possibility of being contaminated with such these poisons

send it to a lab ???I never read about the rat poison thing, i imagine the person who posted had absolutely no evidence and it was just their word. which to me means nothing personally, i prefer facts and proof personally. I mean how can we actually prove someone was sent rat poison.........we can't

there's a test for purity and a quantitive test that can be performed. there's a video of the purity test which would obviously not show decent purity if it was full of other substances. then there's the quantitive test for showing the substance is present

EDIt i found this, but i'm not a scientist. it was on a site how to test for rat poison though!

Rodenticide toxicity is diagnosed using a simple blood test to measure blood-clotting times

so if you added the so called rat poison to some blood it would show up, it does say a simple blood test after all. thing is theres absolutely no proof anyone ever had rat poison for N, apart from someone saying they had, i'm sure most know what to make of that!!!
 
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Foreversad

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send it to a lab ???I never read about the rat poison thing, i imagine the person who posted had absolutely no evidence and it was just their word. which to me means nothing personally, i prefer facts and proof personally. I mean how can we actually prove someone was sent rat poison.........we can't

there's a test for purity and a quantitive test that can be performed. there's a video of the purity test which would obviously not show decent purity if it was full of other substances. then there's the quantitive test for showing the substance is present
Sure ,we need facts.somewhere here read i think you told the thread maker to search the possibility that these rumors are fake .i think it was about china powder .sure the tests .im a little unsure if one of the test quantitive or qualitive cannot be done with the liquud that a and d has .also i saw theres also service in my country that u sent a sample if you suspicious that ur loved one uses drugs or sthg .so one can fake being worried that his lover taking drugs and thus sent. A sample
send it to a lab ???I never read about the rat poison thing, i imagine the person who posted had absolutely no evidence and it was just their word. which to me means nothing personally, i prefer facts and proof personally. I mean how can we actually prove someone was sent rat poison.........we can't

there's a test for purity and a quantitive test that can be performed. there's a video of the purity test which would obviously not show decent purity if it was full of other substances. then there's the quantitive test for showing the substance is present

EDIt i found this, but i'm not a scientist. it was on a site how to test for rat poison though!

Rodenticide toxicity is diagnosed using a simple blood test to measure blood-clotting times

so if you added the so called rat poison to some blood it would show up, it does say a simple blood test after all. thing is theres absolutely no proof anyone ever had rat poison for N, apart from someone saying they had, i'm sure most know what to make of that!!!
Genius !
 
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Sure ,we need facts.somewhere here read i think you told the thread maker to search the possibility that these rumors are fake .i think it was about china powder .sure the tests .im a little unsure if one of the test quantitive or qualitive cannot be done with the liquud that a and d has .also i saw theres also service in my country that u sent a sample if you suspicious that ur loved one uses drugs or sthg .so one can fake being worried that his lover taking drugs and thus sent. A sample

Genius !

what rumours? its in the older versions of PPH that chinese powder used to be bought from the chinese laboratories, if i remember right liquid N wasn't available at that time, i don't remember seeing A in the PPH in them days anyway.

the tests for quantitive are just urine tests(EXIT international uses these exact tests) and qualitative can be used for the powder and the liquid version (read paragraph 4), maybe do a bit more research, as all the info is available. i seem to remember the same thing being asked the other day and its all written in black and white if people do there research on these things

page424image29489584



you did ask for how to find out rat poison, it took me all of 30 secs to find out an answer, realistically you could of done it yourself it was that easy
 
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