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watchingthewheels

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I thought they drink a highly concentrated, different version of it. So they need way less. Not literally 2 bottles of it in one go.
Just give it a good chug or two. "NO PAIN, NO GAIN!" Wait, no...
"Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down..."

(But then, I like Jagermeister, so...)
 
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peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
676
I thought they drink a highly concentrated, different version of it. So they need way less. Not literally 2 bottles of it in one go.
They have to drink 100ml of it. Two bottles is 200 ml so we have to drink 2x the amount. It's not going to be fun but at least you'll be asleep soon
 
RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
there is a rudimentary test you can do to test it's purity too. If you have like 3 bottles of distilled water you first put like 1ml into the first bottle, test it, and it should show positive. You then take 1ml from that bottle and add it to the 2nd bottle, shake it up and test that....

Assuming that bottle showed positive you can take 1ml from it and add it to the 3rd bottle of distilled water and test that after shaking it up/mixing it in. It's not going to give you a number but apparently if you get that far with a positive test you have a decent purity.

I'm just wondering what test to buy myself. And how long do the exit ones take to arrive?


May I PM you to enquire check something?
Sure
They have to drink 100ml of it. Two bottles is 200 ml so we have to drink 2x the amount. It's not going to be fun but at least you'll be asleep soon
From documentaries I've seen they give powder that seems to be diluted in like 30-50mg
 
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watchingthewheels

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I've had to do a barium swallow for a GI scan. A big-gulp sized cup full of thick, chalky radioactive paste. Had to chug it with barely a breath in between, without stopping.

It was horrible, but I endured that in an attempt to improve my quality of life. So, for a peaceful death? 2 bottles of N will go down for me like water, in comparison.
 
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azazel_djinn

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May 13, 2021
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I have a friend who drank the N she received from D recently and she is no longer among us, peace to her soul, I am troubled because I thought I received a farewell message ...


A is awful to answer messages unlike D who gives an answer 30 minutes after writing to him
I recently tried to order from D, but he has been kind of ignoring my emails after the first couple of emails...So I chickened out because it feels like I was being scammed.
 
RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

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Jul 8, 2018
530
I recently tried to order from D, but he has been kind of ignoring my emails after the first couple of emails...So I chickened out because it feels like I was being scammed.
I don't think you have to worry about D being trustworthy. As long as you have the right email address e responds quickly.
 
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azazel_djinn

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I don't think you have to worry about D being trustworthy. As long as you have the right email address e responds quickly.
Well, can I order from D again now that I canceled it the first time? Wouldn't that piss him off?
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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I recently tried to order from D, but he has been kind of ignoring my emails after the first couple of emails...So I chickened out because it feels like I was being scammed.

Where did you get the email address? It's very easy to end up with the wrong one!
 
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azazel_djinn

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May 13, 2021
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Where did you get the email address? It's very easy to end up with the wrong one!
I downloaded the pph2021 pdf from the SS resource and used the green-highlighted email address of the Nembutal source 2.

He did reply very promptly in the first couple of emails. But he asked for payment first. After I showed him my screenshot of payments and gave him my address, he just said he will ship tomorrow then never replied again. The next day I sent him 3+ emails asking for photos of the bottles and the expected time for delivery but received no reply. Then I emailed him saying that because he is kinda ghosting me at this point, I want to cancel the payment. I guess he was worried, so he replied very fast to me saying that his friend in UPS is not there right now so he will send it tomorrow. Maybe I'm too suspicious, but I feel very uncomfortable about him delaying delivery because it feels like a common pattern of scammers. So I canceled the payment at the end.
 
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HopelessFight

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Hmm, that's odd. I suspect you might just be unlucky. Feel free to PM me the mail address you've used so I can confirm it's the right one.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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I downloaded the pph2021 pdf from the SS resource and used the green-highlighted email address of the Nembutal source 2.

He did reply very promptly in the first couple of emails. But he asked for payment first. After I showed him my screenshot of payments and gave him my address, he just said he will ship tomorrow then never replied again. The next day I sent him 3+ emails asking for photos of the bottles and the expected time for delivery but received no reply. Then I emailed him saying that because he is kinda ghosting me at this point, I want to cancel the payment. I guess he was worried, so he replied very fast to me saying that his friend in UPS is not there right now so he will send it tomorrow. Maybe I'm too suspicious, but I feel very uncomfortable about him delaying delivery because it feels like a common pattern of scammers. So I canceled the payment at the end.


Was it from the resources section in the wiki? If it's the january one I was advised to steer clear of that one. See if you can find the march one. A forum member uploaded it. If you're legitimately ill and/or 50yrs old or above you might want to buy a subscription to the PPeH as it is the only way to know you have the correct contact info. Even then there are no guarantees but it's at least not going to have scam addresses in it.
 
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azazel_djinn

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Was it from the resources section in the wiki? If it's the january one I was advised to steer clear of that one. See if you can find the march one. A forum member uploaded it. If you're legitimately ill and/or 50yrs old or above you might want to buy a subscription to the PPeH as it is the only way to know you have the correct contact info. Even then there are no guarantees but it's at least not going to have scam addresses in it.
Thanks for pointing out the March version. I just checked and the B/D email address remain the same, which is the one I used. I think he is just not as fast-responding as people are saying. I wish we had more reported experience with him here in the forum.
 
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
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D always responded within half an hour ~ except on weekends, this may have changed.
 
lifesucksiguess

lifesucksiguess

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May 12, 2021
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I downloaded the pph2021 pdf from the SS resource and used the green-highlighted email address of the Nembutal source 2.

He did reply very promptly in the first couple of emails. But he asked for payment first. After I showed him my screenshot of payments and gave him my address, he just said he will ship tomorrow then never replied again. The next day I sent him 3+ emails asking for photos of the bottles and the expected time for delivery but received no reply. Then I emailed him saying that because he is kinda ghosting me at this point, I want to cancel the payment. I guess he was worried, so he replied very fast to me saying that his friend in UPS is not there right now so he will send it tomorrow. Maybe I'm too suspicious, but I feel very uncomfortable about him delaying delivery because it feels like a common pattern of scammers. So I canceled the payment at the end.
After I sent my payment I didn't receive any messages from D. I did get my N though. It arrived a few days after I sent payment. I used Monero. He said there would be a tracking number in an earlier email, but he never gave me it.
 
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After I sent my payment I didn't receive any messages from D. I did get my N though. It arrived a few days after I sent payment. I used Monero. He said there would be a tracking number in an earlier email, but he never gave me it.
Thanks for the info! I would definitely have felt that I've been scammed at that point.
 
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lifesucksiguess

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Thanks for the info! I would definitely have felt that I've been scammed at that point.
I deleted our email chain for security reasons. At some point I had set up the UPS service to notify me of deliveries. I got a message in my Gmail (which I never gave to D because we used ProtonMail) that I had a package coming from Mexico. UPS knew my address so they emailed me about it.
 
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I deleted our email chain for security reasons. At some point I had set up the UPS service to notify me of deliveries. I got a message in my Gmail (which I never gave to D because we used ProtonMail) that I had a package coming from Mexico. UPS knew my address so they emailed me about it.
It sounds like a big leap of faith. Did you use the email address of D from the SS resource of PPeH2021 (March)?
 
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I downloaded the pph2021 pdf from the SS resource and used the green-highlighted email address of the Nembutal source 2.

He did reply very promptly in the first couple of emails. But he asked for payment first. After I showed him my screenshot of payments and gave him my address, he just said he will ship tomorrow then never replied again. The next day I sent him 3+ emails asking for photos of the bottles and the expected time for delivery but received no reply. Then I emailed him saying that because he is kinda ghosting me at this point, I want to cancel the payment. I guess he was worried, so he replied very fast to me saying that his friend in UPS is not there right now so he will send it tomorrow. Maybe I'm too suspicious, but I feel very uncomfortable about him delaying delivery because it feels like a common pattern of scammers. So I canceled the payment at the end.
How did you cancel the payment if you don't mind me asking? I didn't know you could cancel crypto transactions.
 
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peacefulhorizons

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D had to delay shipping mine by a day (he gave a reason but I won't disclose in public due to opsec) but it was delivered in the end
 
alown

alown

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do not be too demanding with him, he has a lot of requests currently since everyone is heading towards him
 
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Is A still responding to emails? I sent him one around 2 weeks ago and he didn't respond.
 
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azazel_djinn

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May 13, 2021
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Idk I'd still try it. If it doesn't work you can always make another email address.
I just contacted him again, and he sent me a photo of N bottles. It seems that he is still willing to sell.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
2,899
I wasn't very scientific about it. Probably ~3oz of water mixed with 0.5ml of the N.
I don't suppose it really matters as long as it shows up for N!! I was just wondering how people were testing it, wasn't sure if they were putting the N directly on the test strip! I noticed the test strips information says 300ng but haven't clue what that means
Yeah that was a while ago. Apparently he was in hospital at the time and someone else took over. I haven't heard any like that since but his communication is crap as of late. He was fine last year. Don't know what happened.

My friend at exit also jsut got back to me about the GHB claim that stirred things up here and he said that there is nothing of the sort talked about over there. It's all pretty quiet. Just normal chat about N. Similar to here in that A is isn't getting to back to some, how to store it etc.

Its also a general rule there that N in a manufactured bottle is legit. Powder should always be tested but the few that test the N bottles always come back N.
A member who was a mod here said that A was not the same A they had previously spoken too.they told me they thought he was younger.
do not be too demanding with him, he has a lot of requests currently since everyone is heading towards him

absolutely spot on. you have to be prepared to take the risk and you definitely don't want to keep mothering them.I understand its alot of money people are spending and people are desperate but there is a way of doing things. I can only imagine what some people are like unfortunately and could imagine the supplier getting pissed off.

After making payment i was told the item would be sent the next day, end of conversation.

next day i patiently wait and later that day receive an email with tracking number.

I receive the item (i haven't tested it)
I just contacted him again, and he sent me a photo of N bottles. It seems that he is still willing to sell.

I wouldn't use WU again if you cancelled an order, be better paying another way i would think
Is A still responding to emails? I sent him one around 2 weeks ago and he didn't respond.
I contacted him a few week ago aswell and got no reply from either email
 
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azazel_djinn

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I don't suppose it really matters as long as it shows up for N!! I was just wondering how people were testing it, wasn't sure if they were putting the N directly on the test strip! I noticed the test strips information says 300ng but haven't clue what that means

A member who was a mod here said that A was not the same A they had previously spoken too.they told me they thought he was younger.


absolutely spot on. you have to be prepared to take the risk and you definitely don't want to keep mothering them.I understand its alot of money people are spending and people are desperate but there is a way of doing things. I can only imagine what some people are like unfortunately and could imagine the supplier getting pissed off.

After making payment i was told the item would be sent the next day, end of conversation.

next day i patiently wait and later that day receive an email with tracking number.

I receive the item (i haven't tested it)


I wouldn't use WU again if you cancelled an order, be better paying another way i would think

I contacted him a few week ago aswell and got no reply from either email
Why you wouldn't use WU again? He says he doesn't have the information about the WU payment I gave him previously because he deleted the emails already.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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didn't you make payment using WU and then cancel it (did you do it online) If he gives you the same information i just wondered if it might flag up?? i don't know this for sure but if it did they would wonder why you sent money to someone, cancelled it and then resent to the same person.

I'm just thinking outside the box, so you wouldn't have problems.
 
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Joplin

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Does anyone know the consequences of N being seized in Europe? Is it just loss of money or criminal angle too? thanks.
Would also like to know this, especially in Netherlands. Please PM if you have tips :)
 

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