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katesmith

Member
Mar 30, 2021
86
He's my choice, but I haven't bought yet. I'm not sure who to pick now. Why isn't A replying?
I have heard he does take ages! That's why I didn't pick him becuase it would give me anxiety waiting for his response, my mind would be going crazy lol
If I do go down the N route (still can't decide between N and nitrogen) I'll definitely use D. Communicate is important,especially with something so anxiety inducing.
Exactly! I can't bear someone not replying especially when it's something illegal
 
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peacefulhorizons

Wizard
Dec 31, 2019
676
I am considering doing a sleep test dose with my N from D for additional confirmation but I don't know if I should or not.

I don't want to be discouraged from an attempt in the future since I would have an idea of the taste (if it's as bad as people have said in the past) from this test.
 
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Thegoldenapples

Specialist
Aug 12, 2020
349
I am considering doing a sleep test dose with my N from D for additional confirmation but I don't know if I should or not.

I don't want to be discouraged from an attempt in the future since I would have an idea of the taste (if it's as bad as people have said in the past) from this test.
Yeah I know what you mean. I thought that but then I figured I'd be prepared for the taste and know how strong it is when it comes to cbt. If it's decent, 1ml should give you a solid night last sleep. No method is going to be perfect. But just having bad taste as a down fall is pretty good considering.
 
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MyOwnWorstEnemy

Member
Apr 23, 2021
58
Would someone be so kind as to provide me in a PM with an email address for D and a template of their email (redacted personal information please) showing how they worded it for successful acquisition?
 
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katesmith

Member
Mar 30, 2021
86
Just to let everyone know I tested my N from D and it came back positive! Which is a relief!
 
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Boochky

Boochky

Fat, bipolar, and hairy. (Sorry boys, I’m taken.)
Feb 23, 2019
333
Hi

I am on 800mg of Seroquel (antipsychotic) / night that I cannot discontinue and I weigh 380. Should I get 4 bottles of N? I worry it will make me throw up? Anyone have thoughts before I order?

Thanks!
 
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katesmith

Member
Mar 30, 2021
86
Hi

I am on 800mg of Seroquel (antipsychotic) / night that I cannot discontinue and I weigh 380. Should I get 4 bottles of N? I worry it will make me throw up? Anyone have thoughts before I order?

Thanks!
That would be a lot of N to drink! If you do but 4 bottles
 
hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
I am considering doing a sleep test dose with my N from D for additional confirmation but I don't know if I should or not.

I don't want to be discouraged from an attempt in the future since I would have an idea of the taste (if it's as bad as people have said in the past) from this test.
I did a sleep test last weekend (made a thread about it). Of course it's a very subjective matter, but I wouldn't say the taste is bad enough to discourage me from drinking it the second time. On the contrary, it made me realise that it's not as bad as I had expected based on everyone's descriptions.

However, because it made me quite nauseous the next day, I now feel a bit disgusted by the thought of drinking it again (similar to what happens after you get a hangover from a certain type of alcohol and then can't even look at it).

Hope this helps!
 
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RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I did a sleep test last weekend (made a thread about it). Of course it's a very subjective matter, but I wouldn't say the taste is bad enough to discourage me from drinking it the second time. On the contrary, it made me realise that it's not as bad as I had expected based on everyone's descriptions.

However, because it made me quite nauseous the next day, I now feel a bit disgusted by the thought of drinking it again (similar to what happens after you get a hangover from a certain type of alcohol and then can't even look at it).

Hope this helps!
Did you take antiemetics?
 
peacefulhorizons

peacefulhorizons

Wizard
Dec 31, 2019
676
I did a sleep test last weekend (made a thread about it). Of course it's a very subjective matter, but I wouldn't say the taste is bad enough to discourage me from drinking it the second time. On the contrary, it made me realise that it's not as bad as I had expected based on everyone's descriptions.

However, because it made me quite nauseous the next day, I now feel a bit disgusted by the thought of drinking it again (similar to what happens after you get a hangover from a certain type of alcohol and then can't even look at it).

Hope this helps!
I've read through your tread and thank you so much for sharing your experience with us : )
 
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hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
Did you take antiemetics?
Yup, but just a single 10mg dose an hour before N. I figured I didn't need much more since it was going to be such a small dose. And none the day after.
 
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Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Specialist
Feb 3, 2021
320
Yes, there have been a number of users choosing D over A. He is really good at
replying! And very quick at sending out parcels. If you are lucky it can get to you within 3 days if there is no delays! Mine got to be in 6 days which included the weekend

Yes you do give your home address.
i have used a testing kit off amazon. Which was pretty cheap compared to the testing kit off exit international
Is it packaged well to be hidden from those who open it
 
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oraldine2

Member
Feb 12, 2021
16
I got my N from A analysed by EC. I got less concentration than expected: 51mg/ml (should be ~65mg/ml). Bottles are legit (confirmed by @RainAndSadness) and they were perfectly sealed. I flipped off the blue cap and did 2 x 2ml extractions (one for EC and another for a sleep test). I personally delivered the sample to EC next day in their place, no need to ship it. I got charged 50€, rather than 120€, it's a simple quantitative report in their website, only concentration is shown, nothing else, no pdf.

What might be the reason of this lower concentration? Should I have shaked the bottle before extracting N? Could it be that the analysis has a great error margin (20%) ? With that concentration I would still have 10g which in theory should be enough for my 75kgs(165lbs), or should I worry about it? Unfortunately I didn't ask A for the expiration date but it should last way longer than that. I stored the bottles in a box since then.I received N 1 month and a half ago.

I did also the sleep test. I can confirm the taste is horrible but manageable, didn't use AE, didn't have nausea or anything with so little dose (~2ml = ~100mg), brushed my teeth later which reduced the aftertaste. After 20-30 min I started to feel dizzy similar to being drunk, and then I just sleeped well more than 8 hours, no nausea or anything the day after.

I could attach the screenshots from the EC website but I'm concerned about any metadata stored that would reveal my identity. I sent these screenshots to @RainAndSadness.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I got my N from A analysed by EC. I got less concentration than expected: 51mg/ml (should be ~65mg/ml). Bottles are legit (confirmed by @RainAndSadness) and they were perfectly sealed. I flipped off the blue cap and did 2 x 2ml extractions (one for EC and another for a sleep test). I personally delivered the sample to EC next day in their place, no need to ship it. I got charged 50€, rather than 120€, it's a simple quantitative report in their website, only concentration is shown, nothing else, no pdf.

What might be the reason of this lower concentration? Should I have shaked the bottle before extracting N? Could it be that the analysis has a great error margin (20%) ? With that concentration I would still have 10g which in theory should be enough for my 75kgs(165lbs), or should I worry about it? Unfortunately I didn't ask A for the expiration date but it should last way longer than that. I stored the bottles in a box since then.I received N 1 month and a half ago.

I did also the sleep test. I can confirm the taste is horrible but manageable, didn't use AE, didn't have nausea or anything with so little dose (~2ml = ~100mg), brushed my teeth later which reduced the aftertaste. After 20-30 min I started to feel dizzy similar to being drunk, and then I just sleeped well more than 8 hours, no nausea or anything the day after.

I could attach the screenshots from the EC website but I'm concerned about any metadata stored that would reveal my identity. I sent these screenshots to @RainAndSadness.
I think you can ask the questions about purity etc to EC, they probably get asked that stuff a lot and know it.
PPeH says even one bottle is enough for a peaceful exit so I wouldn't worry about it if you have two bottles.
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
So where's our guy with his GHB claim now?

About the expiration date: I've asked A about it around the same time you've ordered and it's about 2 years from now.

I'm not sure about the purity. An an error margin of 20% sounds way too high for a professional test. In any case, it's still enough, even though a little less as advertised...

Thanks for posting!
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
Are there other barbiturates close enough to N but easier to source?

Just reading this thread gives me a headache.
 
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Thiopentone31

Member
Mar 30, 2021
51
Well that's a good thing to hear. I am wondering about the purity. If it contains 51 mg/ml we can say that is the real stuff, but why is concentration lower than expected? Can you ask directly to EC? Thanks
 
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
/!\ before taking a sample I think it would be good to shake the bottle so that the product is uniform.

the 6.5 grams of pento are distributed with liquid veterinary components.
 
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MoreThanAFeeling

Specialist
Feb 23, 2020
392
I just received my N from D. A month ago I got 2 bottles from A. The label on the bottles are identical making me think A and D work together or are the same person.
 
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Thegoldenapples

Specialist
Aug 12, 2020
349
I just received my N from D. A month ago I got 2 bottles from A. The label on the bottles are identical making me think A and D work together or are the same person.
That's what I thought or at least family. Apparently their emails are the same too. Thought maybe A was trying to rebrand himself.
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
I just received my N from D. A month ago I got 2 bottles from A. The label on the bottles are identical making me think A and D work together or are the same person.
They're clearly part of the same organisation. I do not believe they're the same person, since their way of communication differs a lot.
 
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alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
they are not the same person, A is an old person, and D is much younger.
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
Interestingly, I searched the email address for A that is in the edition of PPH that @RainAndSadness was kind enough to share. The most recent one marked March 2021. I used 'startpage' search engine and got a result for PPH on Scribd. Somebody has uploaded it there. It has the same address in it which is a little worrying as it will likely causes A and D to change their contaxct info again. I am really wanting to make a purchase but I want to make sure I get what I need, as do we all obviously.


I saw mention of powder available via darknet markets. Honestly, the fact it can be disolved into much less liquid sounds wonderful but again, ensuring you get the product you need is next to impossible. I would happily send some for testing. Apparently a company called Energy Control do it no questions asked, right? I don't mind chucking some money at the right sources. Finding them is the challenge.

I'm new here so I doubt anybody is likely to have any inclination to trust me but I'm keen to chat with someone that can advise me on a couple of things. Is it bad practice to PM members with questions?
 
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Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Specialist
Feb 3, 2021
320
Interestingly, I searched the email address for A that is in the edition of PPH that @RainAndSadness was kind enough to share. The most recent one marked March 2021. I used 'startpage' search engine and got a result for PPH on Scribd. Somebody has uploaded it there. It has the same address in it which is a little worrying as it will likely causes A and D to change their contaxct info again. I am really wanting to make a purchase but I want to make sure I get what I need, as do we all obviously.


I saw mention of powder available via darknet markets. Honestly, the fact it can be disolved into much less liquid sounds wonderful but again, ensuring you get the product you need is next to impossible. I would happily send some for testing. Apparently a company called Energy Control do it no questions asked, right? I don't mind chucking some money at the right sources. Finding them is the challenge.

I'm new here so I doubt anybody is likely to have any inclination to trust me but I'm keen to chat with someone that can advise me on a couple of things. Is it bad practice to PM members with questions?
I wouldn't suggest ordering from the DNM and rarely do I see N even on them. Would go through D in the guide.
 
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heatdeath

Member
Sep 20, 2018
51
So, a few questions for you all from a n00b, if you don't mind. Apologies in advance if these questions have already been answered somewhere else.

1) I'm planning on ordering two bottles. I'm 5'8" and about 200 pounds. Is two bottles more than enough to do the trick?

2) Sounds like D is the guy to do business with moving forward and not A anymore. Is that the general consensus around here as of late? Skimming this long discussion, sounds like it is.

3) For those who have bottles already, how long are they supposed to last and where are you storing them? I live in a part of the U.S. with more temperature fluctuations than other parts. Maybe the back of my fridge? Or in a dark and dry pantry?

Thank you! I appreciate your time and wisdom.
 

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