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oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
197
I received N successfully in a European country. A few months later, the police came to my apartment out of the blue to investigate. I don't know how I stayed so cool but I just denied having ordered anything like that and luckily they didn't look too thoroughly. Had they come a week earlier, they would have found an ounce of hash on my desk lmao.

Anyway, I'm not going to specify my country for privacy reasons but had they caught me with 2 bottles of N I might have gone to jail for up to 5 years.
5 years in prison for wanting to leave this world? But what world do we live in ... there must be arguments to avoid prison
 
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TooMuchToBear

Student
Jan 3, 2021
121
I ordered N from A. Was worried because he didn't respond after my payment, but then he did. Shipping will be on Thursday, I really hope I will get it.
 
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MAA Ke pass

Student
Jan 6, 2021
130
I ordered N from A. Was worried because he didn't respond after my payment, but then he did. Shipping will be on Thursday, I really hope I will get it.
Plss pm me the email and process that how I buy N from A
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,166
I have access to the PPH 2021. Sadly, I'm not sure how to convert it into a PDF file. But if you need the contact of A, feel free to message me.
 
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Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,128
@RainAndSadness kindly PM A's email. Thanks.
 
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FML@2021

Member
Jan 14, 2021
12
@RainAndSadness can you please PM me A's email. I've tried PM'ing you but haven't heard back. Thanks
 
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pen

it's A non Getting Down socializing situation
Dec 25, 2020
122
@RainAndSadness kindly PM A's email. Thanks.
 
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Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
I'm struggling with the payment method and i think I'm just too stupid to understand btc or monero
So I'm stuck here
 
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Arnie

Member
Jan 29, 2021
60
I have access to the PPH 2021. Sadly, I'm not sure how to convert it into a PDF file. But if you need the contact of A, feel free to message me.

Hi Rain,

Please can you PM me with A's email. This is my next step in this process after doing a lot of research (even though I'm a new member I done a lot of reading before joining.) I'd like to get ahold of the latest PPeH and am currently looking into it.

Thanking you kindly!
 
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Cupcake

Student
Apr 8, 2018
123
Hi Rain,

Please can you PM me with A's email. This is my next step in this process after doing a lot of research. I'd also like to get ahold of the latest PPeH and am currently looking into it.

Thanking you kindly!
Hi @RainAndSadness, will you please email me A's contact as well? I know you have a lot of people wanting you to PM them, so I hope this isn't too much to ask.

I've found a CTB partner, and we want to take N together. I'm going to have him do all the complicated BitCoin payment stuff, but we aren't sure what A's correct email is and don't want to be scammed out of lots of money, since we'll need to order four bottles, two for each of us.

Thanks, I hope you are hanging in there ok, and thanks for being an awesome mod on here. You rock!

Warmly,

Cupcake
 
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Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
If someone help me with Btc or monero I can send them A's contact information
 
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Atticus

Member
Sep 2, 2019
20
https://www.etoro.com you make a new account, transfer the money to your etoro account, buy the bitcoin, transfer bitcoin on your etoro wallet (different app), ask A for the btc address. that's it.
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
I have access to the PPH 2021. Sadly, I'm not sure how to convert it into a PDF file. But if you need the contact of A, feel free to message me.
Hi, RainandSadness. Would you be able to PM me? If it's not a bother. Thank you, hope you're as well as can be.
 
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nurplexkid

Member
Oct 27, 2018
66
Still looking for confirmation of the correct email...
 
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Arnie

Member
Jan 29, 2021
60
Who updated the PPH file before? I'd do it myself but I'm probably too young to purchase it.


Trying to work out if the age restriction of 50 only applies for access to their discussion forum, with registration for the PPeh itself only requiring photo ID?
 
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BadChanges

Student
Sep 23, 2019
110
I have access to the PPH 2021. Sadly, I'm not sure how to convert it into a PDF file. But if you need the contact of A, feel free to message me.

I'd love to get the contact of A. Thank you!
 
ExitTheMatrix

ExitTheMatrix

First Time?
Sep 22, 2020
36
I have access to the PPH 2021. Sadly, I'm not sure how to convert it into a PDF file. But if you need the contact of A, feel free to message me.
Please PM me A's email. I would appriciate it very much, since it seems N is the most peaceful way to go.
 
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nasblue

Member
Jul 14, 2018
92
5 years in prison for wanting to leave this world? But what world do we live in ... there must be arguments to avoid prison
Well at least in my country it doesn't matter what you intend to do with controlled substances, what matters is how much you have. Based on that they infer what you want to use it for and with such an amount they would assume it's for distribution, thus the punishment.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
Yeah I read that it's this one
Ok so if its outdated how are we supposed to get the new one? What am I not understanding?
I had the old one from my 2018 pph subscription and talked to A a few times.. I was concerned about it expiring before I was ready.
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
I received N successfully in a European country. A few months later, the police came to my apartment out of the blue to investigate. I don't know how I stayed so cool but I just denied having ordered anything like that and luckily they didn't look too thoroughly. Had they come a week earlier, they would have found an ounce of hash on my desk lmao.

Anyway, I'm not going to specify my country for privacy reasons but had they caught me with 2 bottles of N I might have gone to jail for up to 5 years.
Did they have a search warrant?
 
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Last chance

Specialist
Feb 6, 2021
346
Has anyone in the UK managed to get N from A? How much did it cost and how long did it take to arrive?
 
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Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
Ok so if its outdated how are we supposed to get the new one? What am I not understanding?
I had the old one from my 2018 pph subscription and talked to A a few times.. I was concerned about it expiring before I was ready.
You just have to buy the new one or wait till someone else buys it and let's us use it
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
You just have to buy the new one or wait till someone else buys it and let's us use it
Ok so the new book is "updated" I was hearing outdated.. maybe I was not understanding as i went thru the thread.. I'll just buy it.. the pph is a great service don't mind supporting them.. thanks
 
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Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I know N is a controlled substance & technically illegal to be in possession of, but would an American citizen risk jail time if caught or would they just be sectioned or have their supply confiscated? From what I've read it seems like they're stricter about that sort of thing in Europe, but I'm honestly completely clueless.
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,166
So, according to the most recent PPH edition, there is a contact with the name B - they have both protonmail and ctemplar email addresses. Does anyone know more about this person? According to the book, they sell Dolethal and Pisabental. It doesn't state where they're shipping this from but I guess they're located in Europe, considering the PPH only lists prices for European shipping. I've never heard of this vendor before and I I don't think anyone in the forum ordered from that person yet. But considering they're listed in the PPH, I guess it's a valid source and maybe it's worth a try? I just thought I'd mention this here and wait, I'd like to hear your opinions.
 
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Arnie

Member
Jan 29, 2021
60
So, according to the most recent PPH edition, there is a contact with the name B - they have both protonmail and ctemplar email addresses. Does anyone know more about this person? According to the book, they sell Dolethal and Pisabental. It doesn't state where they're shipping this from but I guess they're located in Europe, considering the PPH only lists prices for European shipping. I've never heard of this vendor before and I I don't think anyone in the forum ordered from that person yet. But considering they're listed in the PPH, I guess it's a valid source and maybe it's worth a try? I just thought I'd mention this here and wait, I'd like to hear your opinions.

All I'm aware of is that Viro Major mentioned him back in October. Don't know/recall if there's any threads talking about him in any detail though.
 
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