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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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The stool I was using broke mid hanging and it jerked my neck in a bad way and si took over and I fell on my fucking face .

I'm realizing now that hanging isn't my method and I need to go back to the drawing board and figure out what my next move is.

It's hard to swallow and to even talk , not that I'm talking to anyone .
Honestly I hope this causes me to go mute because no one even cares to hear what I say anyways.

I was on the floor crying my eyes out ... again . Why does living have to be the most difficult thing I have to do?

I need friends I need someone to love because I can't do anything alone anymore ...
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
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The stool I was using broke mid hanging and it jerked my neck in a bad way and si took over and I fell on my fucking face .

I'm realizing now that hanging isn't my method and I need to go back to the drawing board and figure out what my next move is.

It's hard to swallow and to even talk , not that I'm talking to anyone .
Honestly I hope this causes me to go mute because no one even cares to hear what I say anyways.

I was on the floor crying my eyes out ... again . Why does living have to be the most difficult thing I have to do?

I need friends I need someone to love because I can't do anything alone anymore ...
I'm so sorry that happened to you. I hope your healing is fast.
 
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Flawnyx

Member
Aug 15, 2025
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I feel you. I have been in the same situation for the past 3 years. I have nobody. No one to speak to. No one to love. I have nothing going for my life. I just want to say my prayers go out to you and if you'd like to be my friend I would love to speak to you, anyways In the next 14 hours I will also be attempting to hang. I hope I succeed and it's not too much pain to handle. Best of luck to you.
 
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