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Angchris@114

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Apr 2, 2024
31
I have two full bottles of this and it reads 10mg/ml. Directions are 1 ml 3 times a day. At the bottom it says quantity of 90.
Does this mean there are 10mg per 1 ml of the fluid and if 90 is the total of bottle does that mean 900mg total in each? Couldn't get answer from "ask a pharmacist"..referred me to filling pharmacy.ive been on this about 8 years so there is tolerance of course.
 
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Angchris@114

Member
Apr 2, 2024
31
Okay, I confirmed this with free pharmacist chat. It IS 900 mg of opium/morphine. Would that be enough alone or should I add the 120 alprazolam also to ctb? I have nearly two full bottles but afraid I'll just end up puking it up and wasting it.
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
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I want to go with you. Good luck. Hope it works. I don't know anything about the pharmacy to tell you one way or the other though.
 
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Angchris@114

Member
Apr 2, 2024
31
Well crap. I have been studying my massive meds collection a long time then realized my liquid opium might be sufficient. I hope somebody with knowledge can tell me soon.
 
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Angchris@114

Member
Apr 2, 2024
31
I keep reading that with no tolerance 200mg is considered fatal. I've been taking 10mg three times a day for few years for my short bowel. Do I really need to take the whole bottle? I do have a good many benzos to add but don't want to get sick so taking phenegran long beforehand. Does this sound feasible to anyone or am I naive?
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Sadly, I can only get Black Opium
 
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Angchris@114

Member
Apr 2, 2024
31
Mine is pretty dark. Prescription kind.
 
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Angchris@114

Member
Apr 2, 2024
31
Okay, I'm gonna start a new plan and post new thread I guess but does anyone know or can find out the lethal doses of gabapentin and alprazolam that would be helpful as additive to the opium. (Plus zophran or phenegran ahead of time) I've been studying all my meds for weeks now trying to come up with a good combination with least likelihood of survival and just damaged. It's not easy even with the huge amount of meds I'm on.
 

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