Need to stop being such a pathetic coward, stop venting and hurry up with my ctb. Just undecided on method as my preferences aren't accessible to me atm.
But I have to do it soon, not sure how soon but I don't have long left. My expiry date has passed, I really shouldn't be alive, so if I don't make things right and ctb soon then I'll be punished, someone else will die in my family in my place. It will all be my fault and I can't have that guilt.
But I have to do it soon, not sure how soon but I don't have long left. My expiry date has passed, I really shouldn't be alive, so if I don't make things right and ctb soon then I'll be punished, someone else will die in my family in my place. It will all be my fault and I can't have that guilt.
