Help My time is approaching and I need a plan.

[Wordsmith]

I have a set date for my departure all I need is a plan. My ideas are jumping or using a firearm.

1) jumping but where. I don't mind traveling if I need to but I don't know where. Here in New York City I could but I would need access to a rooftop or a hotel or apartment with balcony. Or travel outside the county perhaps. If anyone can help with this I'd appreciate it.

2) firearm. How to obtain one. Can't do it in New York City so would have to get residency in another state to obtain one I suppose. I am actually not sure of gun laws work when it comes to that. Which state to even go to? So many questions and preparation.

My reasons for my departure - The game was rigged from the start as they say. I do not know where to begin so I will cry and let these words hold my pain. Horrible parents, the demons that they are did not care for me. Intentionally made my life hell. Then there is the main culprit itself, life, which has never shown me a beautiful day. I do not wish to burden this post with my woes so I will continue onward. At the age of 26 I can no longer endure such hurt. I have completed my final goal before I go. I do not plan on seeing the blossoms bloom. With the time I have left I wish to find peace somehow—someway.

 

[itsgone2]

Jumping is tough because it's easy to put safeguards in. You'd think it would be easy in a place like nyc but I bet it isn't

 

[Jadotine]

I would not choose jumping as well, there are too many things that could go wrong especialy with your SI.
And then you would only need one person to see you and a lot of things could go wrong at that point

Best bet would be your second option, but I imagine that you would have to do a bit of research beforehand
If need to I can lend you a listening ear, and good luck with your journey!

 

[ipmanwc0]

i recommend inert gas or carbon monoxide to anyone, second is more accessible but i prefer the first if possible

 

[sanctionedusage]

Jumping is tough because it's easy to put safeguards in. You'd think it would be easy in a place like nyc but I bet it isn't

its a niiiightmare in nyc. the only time ive ever witnessed a chance was when i went to my friend's apartment, in which the roof access was no problem. but if you don't actually live in a tall building, you're screwed. not to mention jumping from a building is inevitably traumatic for anyone walking by, if not downright dangerous for them. all the bridges are fenced up. any that aren't, also aren't easily reachable as a pedestrian. safety nets everywhere.