sleepforever81

sleepforever81

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Aug 23, 2021
57
To my family and friends, I apologise in advance to all the hurt that taking my own life will cause. I don't want you to cry and be upset, but iv got nothing else to live for. Iv really tried and I did turn my life around, but then to lose everything by starting a new meditation that totally changed how I acted and behaved. My place of wouldn't see it and they sacked me for the post I posted on my timeline. I have tried repeatedly to get doctors reports of what the medication did to me but they can't get them that quickly. I don't really want to die, but what I seen of the afterlife, its far better there than here. I have a will, but I would like my cats to go to someone in the family as they will have part of me in them. I will look over you all until the day you join me.

Plan to hang myself or take 1g of pure mbna powder
I'm currently playing around with a mobile phone charger cablr with padding, when I tighten it around my neck my hearing fades away to nothing and my eyesight fades away. I gather that's what I need if I hang myself this Friday.
 
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MoonBloom

MoonBloom

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Oct 17, 2023
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Good luck and best wishes šŸ«”
 
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letmejoindeath

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Oct 15, 2023
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Hope you find peace with whatever you decide.

Sometimes you just get scarlet lettered and that's the end. Nothing you do can change anyone's mind and hope is a mirage that thieves you of eternal peace.
 
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Best wishes for a peacefull end and restfull slumber.
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
sleepforever81

sleepforever81

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Aug 23, 2021
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Just over one full day left on the hell hole planet, then it over.
 
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Oct 13, 2023
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I hope that whatever you choose to do, it'll be the choice youre happy with šŸ«¶ wish you the best
 
sleepforever81

sleepforever81

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Aug 23, 2021
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Going to hang myself, will be the partial method. Will be outside in a wooded area away from home. Not sure whether to film it live for social media.
 
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Some place nice

This world makes me sick
Oct 18, 2023
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Best wishes. Good luck.