Venting My suicide letter is taking a lot of time

[WeighAnchor]

I spent a few hours last night working on my suicide letter. I was too tired to put my thoughts together by the end, so I just went to sleep. I'm not happy with the part I wrote, I think it got a bit too ranty and incoherent, and I couldn't quite put into words what I was thinking. Now I'm gonna have to go back and edit it, whenever I find the energy for that.

It feels like such a big undertaking. I want to write a letter that's comprehensive but still legible, and it's so hard to put it together. I've written a lot already and it still feels like I've barely scratched the surface. If I CTB impulsively then I guess it is what it is, but I'd really like to finish this and feel satisfied with it first. I only get one chance to get it right after all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that after all, it's not easy writing a suicide letter, it certainly can be difficult to put our thoughts into words, and make sure that it says everything we wish for it to. But anyway, I wish you the best.

 

[SunnysSunset]

Me too. I struggle to put things into words and I don't know even how to begin trying to work out everything in my brain and put it on a piece of paper. And when I do try, it ends up like you said, ranty and incoherent. Plus I just hate writing my thoughts because they feel so stupid. It's frustrating and I just end up overwhelmed.

 

[CandyK__]

There is no rush. Take your time, and make everything perfect before it's all over. Hope you manage to get everything done perfectly.