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probablyshadow

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Aug 8, 2023
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tw/ sa, death, illness

Hi im new on this forum so im sorry if im not doing this right. I just wanted to get this off my chest. My dad died early on, and I've tried with many therapists and councillors but nothing helps. I was SA'd from a young age by a family member, it lasted for a few years, my therapist called children's aid and but that didn't help me at all. My mother got a disease while the SA was occurring so she was unaware of what was happening. I've tired to tell my story to friends but they all avoided me afterwards. I keep having suicidal thoughts and im trying my best to not give in.
If you have any advice on how I can cope with this I'd really appreciate it.
 
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strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
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tw/ sa, death, illness

Hi im new on this forum so im sorry if im not doing this right. I just wanted to get this off my chest. My dad died early on, and I've tried with many therapists and councillors but nothing helps. I was SA'd from a young age by a family member, it lasted for a few years, my therapist called children's aid and but that didn't help me at all. My mother got a disease while the SA was occurring so she was unaware of what was happening. I've tired to tell my story to friends but they all avoided me afterwards. I keep having suicidal thoughts and im trying my best to not give in.
If you have any advice on how I can cope with this I'd really appreciate it.
Am I very sorry for you? At what age did you lose your father? Were you close to him? How old are you?
 
Labyrinth

Labyrinth

There is no escaping the burden of existence
Jan 8, 2024
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How cruel it is not to have someone to talk to with all the sincerity of our soul. Feeling lost in the world wandering around not knowing what to expect. I sincerely hope that you can overcome this and live the life you dreamed of. I understand your pain.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Welcome to the forum! What you've been through is so horrible.
 
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probablyshadow

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Aug 8, 2023
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Am I very sorry for you? At what age did you lose your father? Were you close to him? How old are you?
thank you, he passed when I was 7 im currently 20. Yes I was very close to him, he was the kindest man I've ever known.
 
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strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
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thank you, he passed when I was 7 im currently 20. Yes I was very close to him, he was the kindest man I've ever known.
I'm sorry for you, 7 it's very early, of course, but still you remember your father and it's very good, I've already lost my father and mother too. Despite the loss, you have your own life and it is just beginning and everything can still be adjusted. Are you still studying?
 
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theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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i am sorry you are going through this situation. i advise you to seek professional or spiritual help. also to have the knowledge about what grief is all about. pm if you want
 

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