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rearden

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Dec 31, 2025
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Hey. So, my ctb HAS to happen before February 12 (yeah, the fucking Valentine's day). And that is approaching quickly.
Anyway, I'd like to share my protocol with you guys. Any comment/advice/criticism is appreacited. I'm 28, male, heavily obese (140kg/308 pounds) and I have a moderate benzo tolerance.

T-7 days: Start taking ApoOme (Proton pump inhibitor, aka PPI) 20mg a day, continue till day zero.
T-12 hours: Initiate fasting
T-2 hours: Cease drinking
T-60 minutes: Do a purity test with a drop of blood. The manufacturer states that my NaNo2 is 99% purity, but I'd like to verify. If the purity test is good, proceed to take 3mg (1 pill = 1mg) of Neurol (Benzo).
T-30 minutes: Another 3mg of Neurol (Benzo) and 3000mg of Paracetamol.
Chew 3 antacid pills.
Prepare a glass (+1 backup if I vomit) of 40g of NaNo2 in 200ml of water.
Crush 30mg of Neurol (Benzo), add some warer.
T-0: Drink the NaNo2, drink the water with benzos, put on some classical music, lay down and - well, I can just as well put it out there - spoon my silicone sex doll with a body and overall visage of a 12 year old girl.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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Looks solid, except for the amount of water and SN, unless you are splitting those (40g and 200ml) in 2 glasses. Even if that's the case, if it was my protocol, I would reduce the water qty to 50-60ml/each glass.
I hope you find your peace, and wish you all the best!
 
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