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mute656

Member
Feb 7, 2026
10
I'm planning to CTB on February 24 using SN

About me: a guy weighing 95 kg with a slow metabolism.

My Protocol:
February 23, 7:00 PM - last intake of solid food

February 24 8:00 AM - ibuprofen 1000 mg, Metoclopramide 40 mg and ondansetron 16 mg. Take with a sip of water.
February 24 8:30 AM - I will dissolve 15 mg of Xanax in a small amount of water (20-30 ml) and drink it.

February 24 8:50 AM Prepare three glasses of SN:
Glass No. 1: 27 g of SN + 60 ml of room temperature water. Stir thoroughly until completely dissolved.
Glass No. 2 + Glass No. 3: Exactly the same. This is an absolute safeguard in case of vomiting.

February 24 9:00 or 9:20: I take glass No. 1 (30 g SN).
I drink it in one gulp, as quickly as possible. Without stopping.
I immediately lie down on my RIGHT SIDE.
If I vomit before losing consciousness, I drink another glass of sn

If you are knowledgeable in this area, please evaluate the protocol. I am open to suggestions and feedback on any shortcomings.
 
RiftbornVeil

RiftbornVeil

always a dreamer <3
Feb 8, 2026
113
It's unfortunate that life's struggles have led you to this point. I wish you the best and hope you find peace.

As for the protocol, everything looks good to me. I've typically observed people use two cups, you've prepared to the extra step by taking three.

Where will you CTB? Also, does the side (left/right) matter significantly?
 
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whoisit

Member
Jan 25, 2026
37
You could swap the ibuprofen with standard Tylenol. It's just as effective and helps better.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
650
15mg of xanax is a huge overdose, in the 30 minutes you plan on waiting until you can drink your SN, the 15mg of xanax will almost certainly knock you out into a deep coma mid-protocol.
 

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