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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
My SN arrived but I can't CTB until my daughters birthday has passed, so atleast a few more weeks. It's almost making me feel worse though. I thought I'd feel better, like I had a safety net. But it actually feels like I'm just torturing myself when the way out is right there. I'm so irritable and tired and all I want to do is get it over with.
 
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Neverod

Neverod

>:^3
Aug 8, 2019
150
A last act of kindness by you i would say, to wait for that.
Hope you are sucessfull this time if that's what you want.
 
JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
How long till your daughter's birthday? Have you planned for the aftermath? How old are your daughters? Someone looking after them?
 

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