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WonderingSoul

WonderingSoul

Gamer
Dec 15, 2021
327
It wasn't as hard to get either, but I feel so euphoric now that I actually have it. I just have to get the stuff to aid in the CTB process, but at least I have the main source now.
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
377
It's like a security blanket. Once you have it you feel some peace because you simply have it if/when you need it.
 
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James34

Member
Jun 3, 2023
21
Is it the 99% pure stuff?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,679
I understand why you would feel so relieved to have the option of SN, I believe that those who managed to obtain it in this world where suicide is purposely so difficult certainly are fortunate, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
382
It wasn't as hard to get either, but I feel so euphoric now that I actually have it. I just have to get the stuff to aid in the CTB process, but at least I have the main source now.

In my experience the other stuff is harder to get than the sn so good luck getting it! xo, j
 
Kera

Kera

Experienced
Jul 16, 2023
259
Es war auch nicht so schwer, es zu bekommen, aber jetzt, da ich es tatsächlich habe, bin ich so euphorisch. Ich muss nur noch die Materialien besorgen, die den CTB-Prozess unterstützen, aber zumindest habe ich jetzt die Hauptquelle.

Have you already tested it?
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
1,085
Congratulations
 
koitenchi

koitenchi

Member
Jan 5, 2023
12
I just ordered mine, did we get from same source? I'm worried of it not coming...
 
day

day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
650
Can't wait to get my SN so I can finally have the option to leave this meaningless existence behind. After that all I need is the antiemetics which I'll get on the 9th.

It's so odd but I'm actually pretty excited to finally have all items necessary.
 
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AZcardinals

AZcardinals

Member
May 21, 2023
21
It wasn't as hard to get either, but I feel so euphoric now that I actually have it. I just have to get the stuff to aid in the CTB process, but at least I have the main source now.
I know you are being bombarded with messages asking where you got it. Sorry to be another one lol but are you in the US?
Can you send me a PM please? I would like to know the source and if the packaging was discrete etc. Thanks.
I have the same question. Can either one of you please PM me the information?
 
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minashatz

I want to 🚶‍♀️ go with her...I miss her 😢 😔 😫
Sep 16, 2022
6
Συγνώμη αλλά τι είναι το sn??
 
Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
163
AnonGermany

AnonGermany

Student
Jul 9, 2023
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