Inmyhands
Member
- Mar 6, 2020
- 37
Thank you. I'll try looking again and probably try the pharmacy on Monday as well. Can't hurt* to try both.
*irony
Thank you. I'll try looking again and probably try the pharmacy on Monday as well. Can't hurt* to try both.
*irony
Inmyhands
Member
- Mar 6, 2020
- 37
Great, thanks. I'll probably give it a go, then. For the record, I checked and it says that all the previous buyers are private, with their details hidden. So we're all good.
Apologies, @davidlynchfan666 - I hijacked your post for a few minutes there. Really glad your SN came and the Meto is en route. Very weird to think we're all effectively strangers being connected by this site and all receiving items from the same sellers online. A bit surreal. But also reassuring.
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Sweet Release
Experienced
- Nov 24, 2019
- 252
Mine arrived a week and a half ago.
Yeah it felt so good to have it my hands too.
The pain will soon be over for the both of us.
Yeah it felt so good to have it my hands too.
The pain will soon be over for the both of us.
Isn't it a shame we cant all be together and all do it at the same time so we can support each other and not be alone! Together in thought xx
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
As we have all decided the best way to CTB is SN, here are are some interesting links that documents the process. These brave Souls give you all the info below, plus I had to include Stan's guide if you haven't seen it.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
Cheers Geo
Lol, we can but we will be front page of the sun, lol.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fly-me-to-the-moon-goodbye-my-love.29550/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
Cheers Geo
Lol, we can but we will be front page of the sun, lol.
Anon2662
Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
- Feb 13, 2020
- 366
Mine should be here in a few days.. it's being shipped from overseas so I'm just praying that it doesn't get stopped at customs or anything. It's making me very anxious especially as I saw a post about police showing up to someone's house so I can't wait until it is here! Happy for you that yours came without any issues :)
Inmyhands
Member
- Mar 6, 2020
- 37
Thank you. I'll definitely be reading these.
I agree. Together in spirit for sure xo
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
I wouldn't worry on the small amount you ordered the sniffer dogs are looking for more potent powders.
Lol, we can but we will be front page of the sun, lol.
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Once I'm dead i dont care who reports what .. i wont be here to see it lol!
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Once I'm dead i dont care who reports what .. i wont be here to see it lol!
Anon2662
Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
- Feb 13, 2020
- 366
I so hope you are right!! I get very paranoid anyway especially as I'm being watched so this has been making me feel sick to the stomach in case it goes wrong.. 3-4 more days and it should be here though and then I'll feel relieved! :)
I read these and they scare me. I am a big pussy when it comes to pain and although this seems the best method for me the gasping for breath, the hot flushes, the stomach cramps etc all scare me. I will be on my own and I get really scared when I'm on my own and I feel ill. But it is the best method for me
there is a lot of scaremongering about
Anon2662
Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
- Feb 13, 2020
- 366
I'm not sure if it was scaremongering or not, but I'd already ordered my SN when I saw the post and I freaked out.. but I read through some of the comments and feel a bit better about it.. it's just that I've got that tiny niggle of doubt that everything's going to go wrong somehow.. oh well we'll see in a few days. Hopefully I'll be able to post that mine has arrived with no issues :)
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Well sorry to quote the pph but the gold standard of deaths is Nembutal but the amount of scams and the vast amount of people paying $800 or $900 and it doesn't arrive is incredible and people flying all around the World to purchase a bottle and turning up in Mexico, Thailand and South America and then finding no one will sell it to them is crazy all in all the SN method cost £40.00, lol and took me a day to find the SN and I went across the road to the butchers and started talking about it when he held up a huge bag and said do you want some, haha I laughed as I just started looking into this method and thought I bet it's going to be crazy hard to get it.
I think I am missing the point in what you are saying. Yes there are scams, yes there is scaremongering going on and yes it can be easy to get hold of. I do think the scaremongering is feeding into the scams and there are a lot more success stories than those where sn hasn't arrived or police have turned up etc
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Yes there is a lot of scaremongering but reading the SN method and the documentation I think Moonicide did get a burning mouth and stomach but it was bearable and it does make you faint, I must admit you are right if there are a couple of you supporting each other. it would be better. Nembutal is a really peaceful way to go you just fall asleep.
I'm just really bad at any sort of illness on my own - it seems stupid when the worst that can happen is death and thats what Im aiming for just thats the way i am I guess. I tried my meto ... well I was going to ctb so started the 2 day regime but it made my heart race and that scared me so i stopped taking it and now I am already panicking about the triple dose an hour before the sn. I'm not brave in that way but I have to find the courage. You have read my story - you was on my thread earlier so you know I have been badly let down by those I should be able to trust and that just makes everything 10 times worse. I dont even trust myself anymore so I'm a bit afraid of my own shadow
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Yes I understand, for the racing heart I think they said beta blockers would help but also valium for anxiety but also the simpler the better I will test one out in the morning, Moonicide completed a 3 day cycle but still vomited some people have taken it without and ctb but I will see the effects it has on me.
i have never used it before but when i o/d on sleeping pills i vomited whilst unconscious and subsequently woke up so i have to try the meto, I dont have betablockers ... I am trying not to take too many tablets as the swallowing it all makes me gag at times
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Yes, you don't want to take to many pills, they are bad for your health,
This is my first attempt at drinking or overdosing so I don't want to fail hopefully I won't get sick but to be sure I thought I would go for meto.Yes, you don't want to take to many pills, they are bad for your health,
LOL
I have the meto and I will take it just I know the effects but dont know if it will stop me being sick
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Yes I heard a few people have been sick but still ctb so maybe the trick is to use the smallest amount of water possible.
I am going to try to time it so sleeping tablets kick in within minutes of taking it reducing risks but I dont know how relevant that is
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Yes that's a great idea one hour before the SN solution depending how powerful they are will relax you as well they say don't take with alcohol I would love to go out have a good drink and then CTB, have you got a bucket list or is there something you really wanted to do before you ctb.
Busdriver
Mage
- Feb 11, 2020
- 513
If SN arrives at your place does it mention on a very visible label stuff like 'NaNO2', 'Sodium Nitrite', 'Hazardous', 'Keep away from children' just as in this post?
That would suck... I live with pro-life people and they would lecture me hard.. I ordered on Amazon
That would suck... I live with pro-life people and they would lecture me hard.. I ordered on Amazon
No bucket list, no drink ... only thing i really want is not to be alone but thats complicated
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
If SN arrives at your place does it mention on a very visible label stuff like 'NaNO2', 'Sodium Nitrite', 'Hazardous', 'Keep away from children' just as in this post?
That would suck... I live with pro-life people and they would lecture me hard.. I ordered on Amazon
I never ordered on Amazon but it came in a white padded envelope with only my name and address on it.
No its plain packagingIf SN arrives at your place does it mention on a very visible label stuff like 'NaNO2', 'Sodium Nitrite', 'Hazardous', 'Keep away from children' just as in this post?
That would suck... I live with pro-life people and they would lecture me hard.. I ordered on Amazon
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Sorry, you don't want to be alone is that when you ctb or boyfriend, not a good idea to meet a boyfriend on SS as they never last long
When i ctb ... not interested in a relationship, or life to be honest in my current situation.Sorry, you don't want to be alone is that when you ctb or boyfriend, not a good idea to meet a boyfriend on SS as they never last long
