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floofhook

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Sep 24, 2020
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Hey guys,

After a struggle I was finally able to get my SN. It's regulated in my country so it was a bit hard to find a supplier willing to send it to me.

I'm not planning to use it now. I don't know when maybe in months or years. Though having it sitting there in my closet gives me so much comfort. It's like no matter how hard it gets I have this way out. I'll never be completely alone, never homeless, never broke because I'll die before that happens.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Gratz, mate.
I kinda envy you now lol.
Btw, it's okay if you don't do it right now. You'll know when the time is right.
Wish you the best!
 
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Meditation guide

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Jun 22, 2020
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Congratulations!
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Though having it sitting there in my closet gives me so much comfort. It's like no matter how hard it gets I have this way out
Yes exactly.
 
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SweetSurrender

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Oct 30, 2020
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I would feel the same too about just having the comfort of having it
 
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greebo6

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Sep 11, 2020
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That's great. I'm glad it came through for you.
I understand what you mean about knowing you have it brings comfort.
 
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Cakes

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Oct 25, 2020
363
That's great it came to you! Happy to see you aren't acting impulsively!

Kinda envious too! Wish I had it lol!
Best of luck x
 
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WaitingForTheBusInTh

Student
Nov 18, 2020
174
Congrats! How was customs? Its restricted in my country too and I'm worried about getting calls or mail from customs
 
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W’ren

Worthless
Oct 28, 2020
559
Congrats!!
I can't lie, im thinking mine is in customs as i type... and i know i should be worried but i'm not.
I live on my own. I'm a sad lonely soul- people can show up at my door and tell me off and there's no one else here to care.
I should probably care, right?
It would be so comforting for me to have it near. Gratz again. :hug:
 

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