Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Hi Friends

First Of All Thank You For Replying To My Threads And Providing Me Love & Support
Just To Update You My SN Arrived Today I Felt Quite Nervous When The Postman Gave Me The Box
I Opened It Up And Decided To Test It First With My Blood And In Front Of My Eyes My Blood Went From Red To Brown Quickly DD25D936 88DF 4284 8645 0DC6920BABF1

Now I Have SN I Just Need To Sort Through The Other Steps It's Not Easy To Just Add It Water And Drink It
I Want To Make Sure There Is No Scope For Failure
Feeling Nervous Is That A Normal Reaction?

I Am Very Grateful For The Help & Advice Of Where I Got This
I Didn't Think It Was Possible Here In U.K. To Get SN So Thank You So Much For Your Assistance

I Am Thou At Present Feeling Very Low & Depression Has Set In :(

I Know I'm In A Very Dark Place All Alone:(

I Feel Really Calm About That I Have Chosen My Date What I Need To Do Is Sort Out A Few Last Minute Things

Friends I Will Keep You Updated On My Journey My Ticket To CTB Is Here

I Am Here For You All :heart:

Peace & Hugs To You All :hug:
 
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AJ95

AJ95

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Sep 3, 2020
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That picture is very blurry but the blood turning brown quickly is a good sign :)

Wishing you a peaceful trip
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
That picture is very blurry but the blood turning brown quickly is a good sign :)

Wishing you a peaceful trip
Hi Friend
Yes It Went Brown Very Quickly When I Tested It Thank You For Your Best Wishes:heart: Sorry About The Photo My Camera Is Playing Up

Peace & Hugs:hug:
 
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timetofly

timetofly

Student
Aug 8, 2020
110
I'm so happy for you! I hope everything goes smooth when the time comes!
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
I'm so happy for you! I hope everything goes smooth when the time comes!
Hi Friend

Thank You So Much Sorry I'm Feeling Very Low Right Now:(
Heya I'm from the UK too could you let me know where you got the SN from? If allowed
Hi Friend
I Can't Really Say Not My Place To Sorry :(
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
that you find the peace that you need.
 
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Notme

Lost, struggling with life.
Aug 24, 2020
42
I'm in the UK could I drop you a private message please.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
I got a sense of peace once mine arrived. Hopefully it makes you feel the same. Sending love ❤️
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,604
Hi Friends

First Of All Thank You For Replying To My Threads And Providing Me Love & Support
Just To Update You My SN Arrived Today I Felt Quite Nervous When The Postman Gave Me The Box
I Opened It Up And Decided To Test It First With My Blood And In Front Of My Eyes My Blood Went From Red To Brown QuicklyView attachment 43862

Now I Have SN I Just Need To Sort Through The Other Steps It's Not Easy To Just Add It Water And Drink It
I Want To Make Sure There Is No Scope For Failure
Feeling Nervous Is That A Normal Reaction?

I Am Very Grateful For The Help & Advice Of Where I Got This
I Didn't Think It Was Possible Here In U.K. To Get SN So Thank You So Much For Your Assistance

I Am Thou At Present Feeling Very Low & Depression Has Set In :(

I Know I'm In A Very Dark Place All Alone:(

I Feel Really Calm About That I Have Chosen My Date What I Need To Do Is Sort Out A Few Last Minute Things

Friends I Will Keep You Updated On My Journey My Ticket To CTB Is Here

I Am Here For You All :heart:

Peace & Hugs To You All :hug:
[/QUOTE]
Something tells me that your gonna have a very busy inbox tonight lol.
Will be sad to see you go as you seem like a nice person x
 
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Meaninglesslife50

Meaninglesslife50

An unexamined life is not a life worth living.
Aug 31, 2020
31
Hope you wouldn't need to use it too soon.Wishing you best luck and sending you virtual hugs:hug::hug:
 
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Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
Hi Friends

First Of All Thank You For Replying To My Threads And Providing Me Love & Support
Just To Update You My SN Arrived Today I Felt Quite Nervous When The Postman Gave Me The Box
I Opened It Up And Decided To Test It First With My Blood And In Front Of My Eyes My Blood Went From Red To Brown QuicklyView attachment 43862

Now I Have SN I Just Need To Sort Through The Other Steps It's Not Easy To Just Add It Water And Drink It
I Want To Make Sure There Is No Scope For Failure
Feeling Nervous Is That A Normal Reaction?

I Am Very Grateful For The Help & Advice Of Where I Got This
I Didn't Think It Was Possible Here In U.K. To Get SN So Thank You So Much For Your Assistance

I Am Thou At Present Feeling Very Low & Depression Has Set In :(

I Know I'm In A Very Dark Place All Alone:(

I Feel Really Calm About That I Have Chosen My Date What I Need To Do Is Sort Out A Few Last Minute Things

Friends I Will Keep You Updated On My Journey My Ticket To CTB Is Here

I Am Here For You All :heart:

Peace & Hugs To You All :hug:
Oh for me this is sad news we had such a nice chat about South Indian food only 2 days ago.
All the best whatever you choose but Please only do this if you're absolutely sure, there are plenty more idlis and sambar to be eaten, if you stay with us.xx
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2020
465
Hi Friends

First Of All Thank You For Replying To My Threads And Providing Me Love & Support
Just To Update You My SN Arrived Today I Felt Quite Nervous When The Postman Gave Me The Box
I Opened It Up And Decided To Test It First With My Blood And In Front Of My Eyes My Blood Went From Red To Brown QuicklyView attachment 43862

Now I Have SN I Just Need To Sort Through The Other Steps It's Not Easy To Just Add It Water And Drink It
I Want To Make Sure There Is No Scope For Failure
Feeling Nervous Is That A Normal Reaction?

I Am Very Grateful For The Help & Advice Of Where I Got This
I Didn't Think It Was Possible Here In U.K. To Get SN So Thank You So Much For Your Assistance

I Am Thou At Present Feeling Very Low & Depression Has Set In :(

I Know I'm In A Very Dark Place All Alone:(

I Feel Really Calm About That I Have Chosen My Date What I Need To Do Is Sort Out A Few Last Minute Things

Friends I Will Keep You Updated On My Journey My Ticket To CTB Is Here

I Am Here For You All :heart:

Peace & Hugs To You All :hug:

I will def miss seeing you around here . *cries* :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Oh for me this is sad news we had such a nice chat about South Indian food only 2 days ago.
All the best whatever you choose but Please only do this if you're absolutely sure, there are plenty more idlis and sambar to be eaten, if you stay with us.xx
Hi Friend
That's Sweet Of You Ohhh Don't Tempt Me Idli Sambar Tastes Much Better I'm Not Leaving Just Yet So For The Minute I'm Staying A Few Things I Need To Sort Out & TBH Think About Thank You So Much :heart:x
Peace And Hugs:hug:
I will def miss seeing you around here . *cries* :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
Hi Friend

Hey Hey I'm Still Here Love Not Going Yet Still Time I Have A lot Of Things I Need To Sort Out And Some Deep Thinking My Mum Being One Reason I Cant Do It Just Now

But Now I Have It I Feel Calm I Was Anxious And Nervous Before But A Good Friend Has Calmed Me Down For Which I'm Grateful To Him Always
I Just Had To Make Sure I Got It This Method Takes Serious Thought And Thinking Can't Be Done In A Hurry Or Quick Impulse

Thank You So Much :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Peace & Hugs:hug:
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
263
Best wishes on that and remember to be ready when the time comes. Back up if necessary, the important thing is to go with the most peace within oneself as possible.
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
I got a sense of peace once mine arrived. Hopefully it makes you feel the same. Sending love ❤
Hi My Sweetheart
TBH When I First Got It I Was Nervous Anxious And In Tears The Whole Day But Now I'm Feeling Calmer Just Knowing Thank God It's Here At Last And It Works When I Do Decide
Lots Of Love For You :heart:
Best wishes on that and remember to be ready when the time comes. Back up if necessary, the important thing is to go with the most peace within oneself as possible.
Hi Friend

That's The Plan To Only Use It When I'm Fully Prepared And That It Will Bring Me A Peaceful Exit When I Feel Ready
It's Just Good To Know That I Have It Now

Peace & Hugs:hug:
 
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AloneSoAlone

AloneSoAlone

Member
Aug 28, 2020
31
Dear @Tigeress Lost - hope you are doing well and may have found some peace after your recent acquisition! As I think someone might have already said i'm sure you've been inundated with msgs!

Would it be OK to ask you a question (...if you're not sick of answering them already!?)

Thanks.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
@Tigeress Lost and @Mm80:

Are you two the same people or just the only two in this thread to write posts like a title with the same intros/outros? :heh:
 
Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,604
Certainly not the same person, my sn arrived in march lol.
How do you mean? Style of writing similar?
 
Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Dear @Tigeress Lost - hope you are doing well and may have found some peace after your recent acquisition! As I think someone might have already said i'm sure you've been inundated with msgs!

Would it be OK to ask you a question (...if you're not sick of answering them already!?)

Thanks.
Hi Friend
Loads Of Msgs No Not Really TBH I'm Not The 1st Person On Here Writing A Thread On SN It Seems To Be A Fairly Effective Method

I Am Just Taking A Break So I Can Gather My Own Thoughts I Am In A Very Depressive State :(

Any Information About SN Has Been Kindly Provided To Me By Other Kind Members & Information Provided On Here Already

Stans Guide Is All I Needed The Rest Well Is History

Peace & Hugs:hug:
 
bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
Glad you have managed to get SN. It's such a relief knowing you can CTB when ready.

I bought mine last year from a Chemical supplier. I haven't opened it or tested it but I've no reason to doubt it's the real stuff. The supplier has since removed it from sale To the public by the looks, as it's no longer on their website. But other chemicals and substances are.
I also have Primperan and Tagamet, plus the optional Propranolol. So I'm good to go when ready. Probably in the next few weeks.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
You (post #10) and she wrote the whole posts capitalised like titles.
Must be a coincidence.
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
@Tigeress Lost and @Mm80:

Are you two the same people or just the only two in this thread to write posts like a title with the same intros/outros? :heh:
Hi Friend
Nope I Am Certainly Not The Same Person And I Don't Read Others Mind Yet To Know What They Are Going To Write In Their Threads Point To Be Noted:
Peace &Hugs:hug:
I think she is copying me tbh lol.
I Don't Think So This Is My Style Of Writing I Don't Need To Copy You Or Anyone Else Thank U LOL
 
Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,604
Hi Friend
Nope I Am Certainly Not The Same Person And I Don't Read Others Mind Yet To Know What They Are Going To Write In Their Threads Point To Be Noted:
Peace &Hugs:hug:
I feel rejected now. Im so oversensitive lol
 
Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
You (post #10) and she wrote the whole posts capitalised like titles.
Must be a coincidence.
Hi Friend

This Is My Style Of Writing And Has Been Since Day 1 I Don't Need To Copy Other People I Am A Writer I Have My Own Way Of Writing Thank U

Peace&Hugs :hug:
I feel rejected now. Im so oversensitive lol
Haha Join The Club LOL
Hi Friends

First Of All Thank You For Replying To My Threads And Providing Me Love & Support
Just To Update You My SN Arrived Today I Felt Quite Nervous When The Postman Gave Me The Box
I Opened It Up And Decided To Test It First With My Blood And In Front Of My Eyes My Blood Went From Red To Brown QuicklyView attachment 43862

Now I Have SN I Just Need To Sort Through The Other Steps It's Not Easy To Just Add It Water And Drink It
I Want To Make Sure There Is No Scope For Failure
Feeling Nervous Is That A Normal Reaction?

I Am Very Grateful For The Help & Advice Of Where I Got This
I Didn't Think It Was Possible Here In U.K. To Get SN So Thank You So Much For Your Assistance

I Am Thou At Present Feeling Very Low & Depression Has Set In :(

I Know I'm In A Very Dark Place All Alone:(

I Feel Really Calm About That I Have Chosen My Date What I Need To Do Is Sort Out A Few Last Minute Things

Friends I Will Keep You Updated On My Journey My Ticket To CTB Is Here

I Am Here For You All :heart:

Peace & Hugs To You All :hug:
Something tells me that your gonna have a very busy inbox tonight lol.
Will be sad to see you go as you seem like a nice person x
[/QUOTE]
What You Using My Post For Can't You Write Your Own
Or Do U Repeat Everything?
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
Nevermind. Part of the coding for the quote was missing.

It's another day where I should have stayed in my corner and just watched everyone :meh: :blarg:
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Glad you have managed to get SN. It's such a relief knowing you can CTB when ready.

I bought mine last year from a Chemical supplier. I haven't opened it or tested it but I've no reason to doubt it's the real stuff. The supplier has since removed it from sale To the public by the looks, as it's no longer on their website. But other chemicals and substances are.
I also have Primperan and Tagamet, plus the optional Propranolol. So I'm good to go when ready. Probably in the next few weeks.
Hi Friend
Best Of Luck On Whatever Path You Decide You Want To Take

Peace & Hugs :hug:
Hope you wouldn't need to use it too soon.Wishing you best luck and sending you virtual hugs:hug::hug:
Hi Friend

Thanks For The Best Wishes But I'm Not Heading Out Yet Not Without A Fight Got Some Seriously Long Thinking To Do And For That I Need A Break From Here

Peace & Hugs For You Too:hug:



Hi There

Thank You For The Comments On My Thread Just To Let You Know I Am Not CTB With SN Just Yet
But It's Good To Have The Ticket With Me I Will Decide When I Want Use It My Choice My Decision When I Feel Ready

I Am Taking A Break From Here Need Some Time Out So Any Questions You Have For Me Please Direct To Experienced Forum Users For Information On SN Method & Where To Get It
I Am No Expert That I Can Advise U

Go And Read Stan's Guide On SN Method His Guide Is The Best Information You Need

It's Your Life You Need To Decide Which Path You Want Nobody Has The Right To Tell You This

I Am Grateful To An Amazing Kind Friend I Met On Here Who Has Supported And Cared For Me Throughout This :heart:

I Am Also Grateful To All The Lovely Forum Members Who Have Supported Me & Shown Me Love :heart:

I Need This Time Away But I Will Be Back To See You Again Soon

Peace And My Warmest Hugs To You All :hug:
 
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