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sterp

sterp

Member
Aug 24, 2021
9
when i saw the package at my front door, i couldn't stop smiling. is something wrong with me?
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,810
Hope I get mine soon and that it doesn't get
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deadverysoon

so f****ing ready
Aug 19, 2021
216
when i saw the package at my front door, i couldn't stop smiling. is something wrong with me?
hell no :) - when i think about ending this shit i also feel a lot better.

enough from this fake society. enough betrayal. enough abuse. enough ignorance. enough suffering. just enough.
 
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BreakTheCycle

BreakTheCycle

Life means suffering. Try to break the cycle.
Aug 6, 2021
93
It's such a big relief if u know that everything is prepared and every single second from now on u can just decide that it's going to be the time to leave.
It's also a great coping mechanism if you decide to stay for a little longer.
I'm happy for you to have your way out prepared.
 
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Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
It's such a big relief if u know that everything is prepared and every single second from now on u can just decide that it's going to be the time to leave.
It's also a great coping mechanism if you decide to stay for a little longer.
I'm happy for you to have your way out prepared.
Agreed. Having something that will store long term is also a good security measure. I feel I can cope better with the chaos of life knowing I can exit if it gets too much. I don't have to panic.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I was happy the day I got mine in March. From that day on I'm still struggling with my SI…..
But I hope in your case it will be different. :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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deadverysoon

so f****ing ready
Aug 19, 2021
216
I was happy the day I got mine in March. From that day on I'm still struggling with my SI…..
But I hope in your case it will be different. :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
hate this SI - little bastard this guy.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,563
I understand why it would make you feel better. Having the SN means you have a way to leave this world when you cannot take anymore. I think for many people having a method in hand can be a relief. Lacking a way to exit this world can be a hopeless, trapped feeling. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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When I got mine, I cried a lot. It made me feel relieved and sad at the same time. Now it just sits in a little cupboard (next to the other meds) tempting me.
 
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44nutz1977

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
Ordering mine from Canada to UK next week. The wait is going to be horrific.
I just want it here. Safely.
 
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Sleepykitty

Member
May 25, 2022
7
Whats the usual expiration date on SN? Does it matter? I mean as long as age doesn't change much ingow it works when its time, it doesn't matter so much. But not many things keep the full potency.
 
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mojabaka

Student
Apr 20, 2022
100
Mine takes for ages to come. I don't know what will happen once it get's delivered, I'm currently fealing a mixture of things. I want to kill myself because living with constant nerve pain and a pulse of over 100 evry time I stand up, plus terrible insomnia just isn't worth it. On the other side, I don't want to kill myself immediately either, since maybe there's really some trearments out there which can cure me, even though I doubt. I'm way too tired to try all methods, so I just picked the two I heard the most success about. Already started one of those treatments with almost no significant difference. I don't trust medicine at all anyway. They can all go and fuck themselves in their ass with the vaccine needles.

I'll probably end up smiling too, because I can't wait to leave this rotten and corrupt world.
 
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Nequam

Nequam

Member
Mar 9, 2022
11
Nothing is wrong with you just because you are happy to have received your SN. It gives you something you needed to have available and now you have one less bit of small stress to cope with. That's a good thing. Besides, you are happy about something, that's what matters at least where I sit.

When stored correctly it is generally stated at having a 3 year expiration time. Sealed container in an area without extreme temperatures basically. At my job it's stored in the "barn" which is just a back room that acts as staging for deliveries in and storage as well as connecting the meat cooler/freezer with the rest of the store. Once a container is opened we place the unused portion into a foil type vacuum pack and seal it. I'm aware that residential situations may not have the option to vacuum pack their SN, however as long as exposure to air/moisture is kept to the absolute minimum it shouldn't actually need it. To clarify, we don't use a lot of SN at work. It's essentially kept around for two reasons. 1) Large orders of meat where the customer requests we use it and 2) hunters/farmers who cure their own meats.
My boss feels the way we repackage it is pointless and wants to go back to just wrapping duct tape around the lid and neck of the container after opening. Health department lady apparently had a royal fit three or four years ago when she discovered that method xD
 
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The4gotten1

The4gotten1

I don't belong anywhere
May 27, 2022
6
Where/how did you get it? I've tried to order some twice and the sellers canceled my transaction ):
 
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mouthyindian

Member
Jun 1, 2022
13
Damn. Same. My order hasn't been shipped in 3 days. Guess they'll be cancelling mine soon as well.
 

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