sterp
Member
- Aug 24, 2021
- 9
when i saw the package at my front door, i couldn't stop smiling. is something wrong with me?
BeansOfRequirement
Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,824
hell no :) - when i think about ending this shit i also feel a lot better.
enough from this fake society. enough betrayal. enough abuse. enough ignorance. enough suffering. just enough.
BreakTheCycle
Life means suffering. Try to break the cycle.
- Aug 6, 2021
- 93
It's such a big relief if u know that everything is prepared and every single second from now on u can just decide that it's going to be the time to leave.
It's also a great coping mechanism if you decide to stay for a little longer.
I'm happy for you to have your way out prepared.
It's also a great coping mechanism if you decide to stay for a little longer.
I'm happy for you to have your way out prepared.
Raminiki
Iustitia Mortuus
- Jun 12, 2020
- 269
Agreed. Having something that will store long term is also a good security measure. I feel I can cope better with the chaos of life knowing I can exit if it gets too much. I don't have to panic.
A_miStake_of_NATURE
I wish no one had to CTB..........
- Aug 14, 2020
- 703
I was happy the day I got mine in March. From that day on I'm still struggling with my SI…..
But I hope in your case it will be different.
But I hope in your case it will be different.
hate this SI - little bastard this guy.I was happy the day I got mine in March. From that day on I'm still struggling with my SI…..
But I hope in your case it will be different.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,962
I understand why it would make you feel better. Having the SN means you have a way to leave this world when you cannot take anymore. I think for many people having a method in hand can be a relief. Lacking a way to exit this world can be a hopeless, trapped feeling. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,206
When I got mine, I cried a lot. It made me feel relieved and sad at the same time. Now it just sits in a little cupboard (next to the other meds) tempting me.
Ordering mine from Canada to UK next week. The wait is going to be horrific.
I just want it here. Safely.
I just want it here. Safely.
Whats the usual expiration date on SN? Does it matter? I mean as long as age doesn't change much ingow it works when its time, it doesn't matter so much. But not many things keep the full potency.
Mine takes for ages to come. I don't know what will happen once it get's delivered, I'm currently fealing a mixture of things. I want to kill myself because living with constant nerve pain and a pulse of over 100 evry time I stand up, plus terrible insomnia just isn't worth it. On the other side, I don't want to kill myself immediately either, since maybe there's really some trearments out there which can cure me, even though I doubt. I'm way too tired to try all methods, so I just picked the two I heard the most success about. Already started one of those treatments with almost no significant difference. I don't trust medicine at all anyway. They can all go and fuck themselves in their ass with the vaccine needles.
I'll probably end up smiling too, because I can't wait to leave this rotten and corrupt world.
I'll probably end up smiling too, because I can't wait to leave this rotten and corrupt world.
Nequam
Member
- Mar 9, 2022
- 11
Nothing is wrong with you just because you are happy to have received your SN. It gives you something you needed to have available and now you have one less bit of small stress to cope with. That's a good thing. Besides, you are happy about something, that's what matters at least where I sit.
When stored correctly it is generally stated at having a 3 year expiration time. Sealed container in an area without extreme temperatures basically. At my job it's stored in the "barn" which is just a back room that acts as staging for deliveries in and storage as well as connecting the meat cooler/freezer with the rest of the store. Once a container is opened we place the unused portion into a foil type vacuum pack and seal it. I'm aware that residential situations may not have the option to vacuum pack their SN, however as long as exposure to air/moisture is kept to the absolute minimum it shouldn't actually need it. To clarify, we don't use a lot of SN at work. It's essentially kept around for two reasons. 1) Large orders of meat where the customer requests we use it and 2) hunters/farmers who cure their own meats.
My boss feels the way we repackage it is pointless and wants to go back to just wrapping duct tape around the lid and neck of the container after opening. Health department lady apparently had a royal fit three or four years ago when she discovered that method xD
When stored correctly it is generally stated at having a 3 year expiration time. Sealed container in an area without extreme temperatures basically. At my job it's stored in the "barn" which is just a back room that acts as staging for deliveries in and storage as well as connecting the meat cooler/freezer with the rest of the store. Once a container is opened we place the unused portion into a foil type vacuum pack and seal it. I'm aware that residential situations may not have the option to vacuum pack their SN, however as long as exposure to air/moisture is kept to the absolute minimum it shouldn't actually need it. To clarify, we don't use a lot of SN at work. It's essentially kept around for two reasons. 1) Large orders of meat where the customer requests we use it and 2) hunters/farmers who cure their own meats.
My boss feels the way we repackage it is pointless and wants to go back to just wrapping duct tape around the lid and neck of the container after opening. Health department lady apparently had a royal fit three or four years ago when she discovered that method xD
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The4gotten1
I don't belong anywhere
- May 27, 2022
- 6
Where/how did you get it? I've tried to order some twice and the sellers canceled my transaction ):
Damn. Same. My order hasn't been shipped in 3 days. Guess they'll be cancelling mine soon as well.
