My return

[hybridtheory]

I am so off and on with this site.
I mentioned two years ago on here, that I only come back when I'm at my lowest again. And here we are. We meet again.

For all of my life, I've been entangled in thoughts of suicide. They frequently cross my mind, but never with enough weight to convince me. Lately, however, I've noticed a shift, as my mind begins to entertain the notion that it might be the valuable solution. I believe I found my way back here because I really am destined to end it in my own terms.

I also love being amongst my people who understand me best.

Anyways. How is everyone? I've missed you.

And if you don't remember me, I don't blame you.
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[Crow_88]

This site has a way of doing that. Bringing you back to it.

 

[hybridtheory]

This site has a way of doing that. Bringing you back to it.

You are so right. Especially when you have no one left in real life, this place feels like my last lifeline.

 

[Crow_88]

You are so right. Especially when you have no one left in real life, this place feels like my last lifeline.

Yeah, I hear that. It's the same for me. I have a different username on here but I was on here like 5 years ago and here I am again. Thank goodness for this site. Somewhere I can turn when everything else is just so miserable.