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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
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Fasting for 8 to 12 hours
- 4 hours without drinking water
- 1 hour before: 2 grams of paracetamol
- 45 minutes before: 3 x 10 g of methotrexate
- 30 minutes before: 36 x 10 mg of diazepam (356 mg) crushed in a mortar with a little 5 ml of water.
- 15 minutes before: 30 x 0.5 mg of rivotril (150 mg) crushed in a mortar with a little 5 ml of water.
- 10 minutes before: Prepare sn beverages: 3 glasses of 25 g, 26 g, and 27 g of sn beverages dissolved in 50 mg of water.
- 0 minutes before: 1 glass of 25 g of sn beverages dissolved in 50 mg of water.
(No antacids)

I appreciate opinions, comments and more. A hug, loves❤️‍🩹
 
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Valhala

Valhala

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Jul 30, 2024
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I'm very bad, it's hard for me and I still feel the unbearable lack of her and the meaninglessness of everything. That mental pain tears and tears me apart, I miss her and nobody and nothing is able to compensate or replace her. I'm sorry that I couldn't get in touch with you earlier. Don't worry about SN, the shelf life is two years, but even after five or more years it's still effective if it's kept closed and protected from moisture. I looked at yours protocol, everything is OK except diazepam and Rivotril. If you really took 36x10 mg of diazepam 30 minutes before SN, you wouldn't even have time to drink SN because that dose would knock you unconscious in ten minutes. Also, in that sense, additional Rivotril is unnecessary. Such a dose of diazepam should be consumed no more than a few minutes before SN. My recommendation would be a significantly smaller dose of diazepam (perhaps 5 x 10 mg) and no more than 5 minutes before drinking SN. Also It is mandatory to prepare the SN drink before consuming diazepam (because it remains effective even when dissolved in water for 24 hours). I hope that these suggestions of mine were useful to you. I hug you.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
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I'm very bad, it's hard for me and I still feel the unbearable lack of her and the meaninglessness of everything. That mental pain tears and tears me apart, I miss her and nobody and nothing is able to compensate or replace her. I'm sorry that I couldn't get in touch with you earlier. Don't worry about SN, the shelf life is two years, but even after five or more years it's still effective if it's kept closed and protected from moisture. I looked at yours protocol, everything is OK except diazepam and Rivotril. If you really took 36x10 mg of diazepam 30 minutes before SN, you wouldn't even have time to drink SN because that dose would knock you unconscious in ten minutes. Also, in that sense, additional Rivotril is unnecessary. Such a dose of diazepam should be consumed no more than a few minutes before SN. My recommendation would be a significantly smaller dose of diazepam (perhaps 5 x 10 mg) and no more than 5 minutes before drinking SN. Also It is mandatory to prepare the SN drink before consuming diazepam (because it remains effective even when dissolved in water for 24 hours). I hope that these suggestions of mine were useful to you. I hug you.
Thank you so much, darling. I'm still here. Until I find an opportunity. I'll add your recommendations to my protocol, darling. Thank you so much for always being by my side. I appreciate your words. You're a great friend, my dear. A big hug ❤️‍🩹🫂
 
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Jul 3, 2025
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Hey, I have a question. Will you be able to do the other steps after you took 356mg diazepam? As someone who's not from the u.s. I know that here in Germany they give you just little bit of diazepam and it's enough to fall asleep soon after. What if you get very tired and then make a mistake? I also question this actually with other methods where people use either alcohol or benzos to calm down. My concern is that it could increase the risk of making some mistake and then fail the attempt.
 
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