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gr1lledcheese

gr1lledcheese

Student
Dec 18, 2021
139
Got my package of SN today. Waiting on my scale and measuring pitcher.😊
All my stuff is in storage, and with my house sitting jobs I'll have a roof over my head for the next couple weeks. My plan is to book a hotel room for a couple nights after that and with a little bit of luck I'll ctb.🤞
 
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catdaddy2601

catdaddy2601

Member
Aug 6, 2021
89
Mine came yesterday! I need to buy scales aswell, debating whether I should test it first ... My mental health isn't so bad at the moment but knowing that I've got it there gives me so much peace of mind knowing I can exit if things get really bad again, if I want to...
 
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needed_

waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
804
Mine came yesterday! I need to buy scales aswell, debating whether I should test it first ... My mental health isn't so bad at the moment but knowing that I've got it there gives me so much peace of mind knowing I can exit if things get really bad again, if I want to...
that's exactly how I feel. I have ordered mine and it should arrive in 2 weeks and I don't think I'll take it immediately but knowing it's there is very comforting because I'm pretty sure I'll need it at some point
 
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WAF198!

Member
Oct 28, 2021
5
Got my package of SN today. Waiting on my scale and measuring pitcher.😊
All my stuff is in storage, and with my house sitting jobs I'll have a roof over my head for the next couple weeks. My plan is to book a hotel room for a couple nights after that and with a little bit of luck I'll ctb.🤞
What is it you bought please
 
ItsMe-Hecked

ItsMe-Hecked

Student
Dec 30, 2021
123
Got my package of SN today. Waiting on my scale and measuring pitcher.😊
All my stuff is in storage, and with my house sitting jobs I'll have a roof over my head for the next couple weeks. My plan is to book a hotel room for a couple nights after that and with a little bit of luck I'll ctb.🤞
I honestly plan on just doing it in my house, with a tablespoon measuring cup and such. Best of luck.
 
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gr1lledcheese

gr1lledcheese

Student
Dec 18, 2021
139
I just want to make sure I don't get found too quickly. Plus I don't have a home right now, and I don't want to do it while I'm taking care of my friend's dogs.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
SN is not my method but I think I should buy it before it is too late. I may feel more comfortable having more (tools) available for CTB!
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I want to wish you peace and cry, but not to make you guilty or change your mind, It is just that shit is fucking sad.
 
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ihatemylife

Student
Jul 14, 2021
140
Oh man I'm jealous.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,372
I can imagine it must be a relief to have a way to exit this world at a time of your own choosing. I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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ashfall

ashfall

Member
Jan 1, 2022
47
I don't know if I'm allowed to ask this now but just wondering where can you buy SN? I'm in the EU and having trouble tracking some down
 
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gr1lledcheese

gr1lledcheese

Student
Dec 18, 2021
139
In the EU? I don't know what to tell you. 😔
 
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Xiamara302

Xiamara302

Member
Dec 10, 2021
12
What is SN? I figure you can't say here or else you would have but is there somewhere I can go to look it up and see if I can order some? (Even though I have no fucking clue what it is) I like to have options 🤷🏼‍♀️
 
gr1lledcheese

gr1lledcheese

Student
Dec 18, 2021
139
What is SN? I figure you can't say here or else you would have but is there somewhere I can go to look it up and see if I can order some? (Even though I have no fucking clue what it is) I like to have options 🤷🏼‍♀️
Fortunately, (and unfortunately) there's a NYT article that will tell you.
 
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gr1lledcheese

gr1lledcheese

Student
Dec 18, 2021
139
Ahhh are you able to tell me where I can get some and how much is needed?
What I can tell you is that you should be able to find it online. I cannot say how much you'll need
 
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Kennish

Specialist
Aug 17, 2021
379
I don't know if I'm allowed to ask this now but just wondering where can you buy SN? I'm in the EU and having trouble tracking some down
I can't pm you yet because you don't have enough post. But I can get you a supplier in Canada that ships to EU. I can't write the supplier here, it's against the rules.
 
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oohiniyorafaad

Member
Dec 18, 2021
41
can anyone who knows a supplier that ships to Canada please message me
 
ashfall

ashfall

Member
Jan 1, 2022
47
I can't pm you yet because you don't have enough post. But I can get you a supplier in Canada that ships to EU. I can't write the supplier here, it's against the rules

I'd really appreciate you putting me in touch, thank you! How many posts do I need to make before you can pm me?
 
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Kennish

Specialist
Aug 17, 2021
379
I'd really appreciate you putting me in touch, thank you! How many posts do I need to make before you can pm me?
I don't know. Maybe a mod can answer you that. Maybe 10 or 20
 
gr1lledcheese

gr1lledcheese

Student
Dec 18, 2021
139
You mentioned Scales and a measuring pitcher... are they necessary? Does it have to be exact? Fuck I really am a little annoyed at this 'secret amount' of posts before I can actually talk to you all... I can't even respond in my own thread I made a couple weeks ago....
The information I have uses the metric system. Being an American I just want to make sure I get it right.
Maybe I'm being a little OCD about it, but I just like to be careful.
 

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