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melancholiainme

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Aug 17, 2026
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She said I obviously can't keep a job and that she would never give me a job if i want to kill myself.

Don't say you're suicidal because people will judge you for it. Don't cry for help because people will judge you for it.

Act happy, because nobody truly cares until you're gone.
 
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2Sensible

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Aug 12, 2026
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She said I obviously can't keep a job and that she would never give me a job if i want to kill myself.

Don't say you're suicidal because people will judge you for it. Don't cry for help because people will judge you for it.

Act happy, because nobody truly cares until you're gone.
I have been trying to make the effort of talking about my depression and SI to people, it helped me but i was flabbergasted by how much some people don't care lmao. And how some will genuinely belittle you.
But at least i find a few people that took me seriously and listened to me.
 
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dirkw83

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Mar 4, 2026
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I dont know why I would ever tell my neighbor that I was suicidal, seems like a great way to randomly have police or some "crisis team" or what not show up at my door.
 
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neverexistedd

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Mar 13, 2026
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dumb old bitches loooooove to act hostile towards others to boost their egos, they need a good slap to their faces to put them in place
 
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LetMeOut67

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May 7, 2025
673
I can't wait for the day I no longer have to deal with people like this
 
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rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
291
God I hate these people. "Suicide is for weak people and attention whores" yeah sure, I love getting attention where everyone belittles and ignores me having begged for help 🙄

I hope your neighbour gets a taste of her own medicine. It might do her some good
 
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trellium-q

Existence is dismal and useless.
Aug 6, 2026
9
She said I obviously can't keep a job and that she would never give me a job if i want to kill myself.

Don't say you're suicidal because people will judge you for it. Don't cry for help because people will judge you for it.

Act happy, because nobody truly cares until you're gone.
Did you slap her after she said all that mess?
 
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LetMeOut67

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They see it as "common sense" and "tough love" as if the aim of society isn't to crush people.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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She said I obviously can't keep a job and that she would never give me a job if i want to kill myself.

Don't say you're suicidal because people will judge you for it. Don't cry for help because people will judge you for it.

Act happy, because nobody truly cares until you're gone.
People just don't understand what it's like to think of ctb.. Who would want to do it by choice.. They don't get to feel our pain.. So there's no point to tell anyone .
Just listen from one ear and let it out from the other.
No need to pay heed to these idiots
I have been trying to make the effort of talking about my depression and SI to people, it helped me but i was flabbergasted by how much some people don't care lmao. And how some will genuinely belittle you.
But at least i find a few people that took me seriously and listened to me.
People really don't care.. in my high state, due to OD on clonazepam, i ended up telling my manager that I'm suicidal

They did initiate distress protocol for me..
But no one really cared to ask me how am i
😐 So, no one cares literally no one

That's why it's best to not tell.. if i was not high, in my senses i don't tell anyone unless i want to test them or i need some resource from them.

Like i told a guy who buys cocaine that i want N or heroine from his source.

He denied upfront because he didn't want to get into any mess due to this.
 
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