Story My motivation to CTB: bullying destroyed my life

[Emptiness]

I generally agree that (1) the person living the life is the only one whose opinion on whether or not that life is "worth it" matters, and (2) living out of spite or for reasons others tell you/us matter is (at least to us) counterproductive. Hope you find some peace with the conclusions you reach.

Indeed. In fact, the first point should be taken as a golden rule to allow anybody who wants to put an end to their lifes to access N or any other painless substance, in order to be able to have a peaceful and dignified death when deemed appropiate.

Im merely saying that's the tack I would take if I held those beliefs. To each his own.

Yes, I had that in mind and I respect your opinion. After all, and as stated above, everybody should have full autonomy to decide about their lifes (and, of course, about their death). I was just trying to justify why in my particular case I prefer to choose a different path.