Help My mom might not survive her grief & immigration worries

[DrowningWithin]

Hi everyone, my mom is an extreme empath. Shes the sweetest thing and worries a lot over me. The best mom ever. I've tried to ctb in the past but I can't get past my guilt. My mom doesn't know but she's already seeing signs I'm not doing well. Weight loss, attitude etc. I'm scared I will genuinely cause my mom a stroke or something. I love my mom but, my pain is too immense to stay.

I don't know what to do and I plan to Ctb in my home soon. I'm scared they'll take my family bc they are immigrants. My family don't deserve to suffer bc of me.

 

[ceilng_tile]

*hugs* I wish I could help or give you advice, but I am in a similar boat as you. I want to ctb but that would destroy my wife emotionally and leave her as a single working mom to a newborn. (She has bad ADHD.)

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Im also scared for what would happen to my mom since she has some health issues.

 

[DrowningWithin]

Im also scared for what would happen to my mom since she has some health issues.

Yes it's very scary, I know when my cousin died his mom would have constant strokes n her heart weakened literally. It's very scary with older parents