
ForeverSleepy
Member
- Feb 12, 2023
- 37
Hello everyone,
I want to share this experience with you, as I want to get this off my chest and also be able to remember all that is wrong with my life once I atttempt CTB again.
As I have said earlier, I unfortunately survived two CTB attempts with a different range of medications and alcohol. Two days ago, my mother missing, and due to this I filed a missing person's reports snf ran through all the emergency services as fast as possible and she was dtill not found. Later in the day, I was with my father when she called, disoriented and impaired, and we were able to make out where she was.
We found her, completely wrecked in her car from a benzodiazepene overdose. Today, she admitted to my father she did it because she got inspiration from me and that I influenced her.
No matter where I go, what situation I try to improve, something always, always falls on me.
I am at loss for words, thank you for reading.
I want to share this experience with you, as I want to get this off my chest and also be able to remember all that is wrong with my life once I atttempt CTB again.
As I have said earlier, I unfortunately survived two CTB attempts with a different range of medications and alcohol. Two days ago, my mother missing, and due to this I filed a missing person's reports snf ran through all the emergency services as fast as possible and she was dtill not found. Later in the day, I was with my father when she called, disoriented and impaired, and we were able to make out where she was.
We found her, completely wrecked in her car from a benzodiazepene overdose. Today, she admitted to my father she did it because she got inspiration from me and that I influenced her.
No matter where I go, what situation I try to improve, something always, always falls on me.
I am at loss for words, thank you for reading.