Method my method.

[cubibibibism]

hello all,

after my failure to obtain SN, and my growing concerns about legal trouble and documentation, i've decided to resort to either partial hanging or ligature strangulation. would people be able to educate me on the difference between the two? is anyone else also considering either of these methods?

 

[It'sFine]

Wait…but didn't you say you finally ordered your SN?

 

[cubibibibism]

Wait…but didn't you say you finally ordered your SN?

sadly i got ahead of myself and it wasn't confirmed haha

 

[58Alice85]

I am going with partial from a rope which is rated 160 kg which i will attach to a pipe from my home, probably before the end of this year

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

hello all,

after my failure to obtain SN, and my growing concerns about legal trouble and documentation, i've decided to resort to either partial hanging or ligature strangulation. would people be able to educate me on the difference between the two? is anyone else also considering either of these methods?

I had failed attempts with hanging unfortunately. I honestly can't recommend partial or ligature over SN, but if I have no access to SN, I'm more inclined to go partial hanging. My last full suspension attempt was indeed traumatic to say the least but it's still an option for me.

 

[Artemus]

I had failed attempts with hanging unfortunately. I honestly can't recommend partial or ligature over SN, but if I have no access to SN, I'm more inclined to go partial hanging. My last full suspension attempt was indeed traumatic to say the least but it's still an option for me.

I am sorry for what you went through. I saw the hanging method where you tie a dumbell or tie the anchor part of the rope in a certain way and put the anchor part of the rope behind a door while its locked

 

[fleischmaschina]

I had failed attempts with hanging unfortunately. I honestly can't recommend partial or ligature over SN, but if I have no access to SN, I'm more inclined to go partial hanging. My last full suspension attempt was indeed traumatic to say the least but it's still an option for me.

What happened when you did full suspension? How did it go and how you failed? Im plan on doing it, have a belt and place already chosen, and a hook screwed to the ceiling. Thanks

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

What happened when you did full suspension? How did it go and how you failed? Im plan on doing it, have a belt and place already chosen, and a hook screwed to the ceiling. Thanks

Being full honest, it was terrible. Or maybe I speak of it so negatively because I did the attempt during my lowest. I used a parachord, attached on a concrete vent above the doorway of my apartment bathroom (see image). Very secure anchor. My hair was long, I grew it for 5 years, no haircut but it was on the way when I'm putting the noose around my neck so i had to cut it. I chugged down 330ml of 80 proof alcohol to get drunk because I know I'm gonna panic.

I stood on the stool, about 2 feet from the floor, put the noose around my neck and hopped off the stool. Sudden intense pressure around the neck, most notably upon the windpipe. I hang for a second or two not being able to breath. It got unbearably uncomfortable, panic sets in and in a state of pure adrenaline and survival insticts, I was able to grab onto the vent, pull my self up and free my neck from the noose. Exhausted and in pain, I laid on the bed planning to make another attempt in an hour. But I was so exhausted and drunk, slept the rest of the day and someone found me after receiving my scheduled emails.

Ligature marks are present, minor wound on hands from gripping the heck out of the rough concrete. Neck, windpipe still sore for around 5 days. Probably sprained my neck. Discomfort sometimes is felt even after few weeks. Upset that I failed an attempt and had to cut my hair short for it. Never went for check up after. Had to to go a mental institution because, now I'm still alive and even more traumatized. 3/10 experience.


Noose

Spoiler: noose

 

[fleischmaschina]

Being full honest, it was terrible. Or maybe I speak of it so negatively because I did the attempt during my lowest. I used a parachord, attached on a concrete vent above the doorway of my apartment bathroom (see image). Very secure anchor. My hair was long, I grew it for 5 years, no haircut but it was on the way when I'm putting the noose around my neck so i had to cut it. I chugged down 330ml of 80 proof alcohol to get drunk because I know I'm gonna panic.

I stood on the stool, about 2 feet from the floor, put the noose around my neck and hopped off the stool. Sudden intense pressure around the neck, most notably upon the windpipe. I hang for a second or two not being able to breath. It got unbearably uncomfortable, panic sets in and in a state of pure adrenaline and survival insticts, I was able to grab onto the vent, pull my self up and free my neck from the noose. Exhausted and in pain, I laid on the bed planning to make another attempt in an hour. But I was so exhausted and drunk, slept the rest of the day and someone found me after receiving my scheduled emails.

Ligature marks are present, minor wound on hands from gripping the heck out of the rough concrete. Neck, windpipe still sore for around 5 days. Probably sprained my neck. Discomfort sometimes is felt even after few weeks. Upset that I failed an attempt and had to cut my hair short for it. Never went for check up after. Had to to go a mental institution because, now I'm still alive and even more traumatized. 3/10 experience.


Noose

Spoiler: noose

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....holy shit to say the least man...

edit: wait what... 330ml of 80 % alcohol??? damn. how the hell did you not vomit after? or didnt die from alcohol poisoning?

 

[Sweetsinking]

Being full honest, it was terrible. Or maybe I speak of it so negatively because I did the attempt during my lowest. I used a parachord, attached on a concrete vent above the doorway of my apartment bathroom (see image). Very secure anchor. My hair was long, I grew it for 5 years, no haircut but it was on the way when I'm putting the noose around my neck so i had to cut it. I chugged down 330ml of 80 proof alcohol to get drunk because I know I'm gonna panic.

I stood on the stool, about 2 feet from the floor, put the noose around my neck and hopped off the stool. Sudden intense pressure around the neck, most notably upon the windpipe. I hang for a second or two not being able to breath. It got unbearably uncomfortable, panic sets in and in a state of pure adrenaline and survival insticts, I was able to grab onto the vent, pull my self up and free my neck from the noose. Exhausted and in pain, I laid on the bed planning to make another attempt in an hour. But I was so exhausted and drunk, slept the rest of the day and someone found me after receiving my scheduled emails.

Ligature marks are present, minor wound on hands from gripping the heck out of the rough concrete. Neck, windpipe still sore for around 5 days. Probably sprained my neck. Discomfort sometimes is felt even after few weeks. Upset that I failed an attempt and had to cut my hair short for it. Never went for check up after. Had to to go a mental institution because, now I'm still alive and even more traumatized. 3/10 experience.


Noose

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Do you think the main issue was the placement of the rope then/where it ended up on your neck? I think some people explain how to partial hang without crushing the trachea/all air flow and causing a panic of suffocation, only pushing the carotid. I'm wondering if this is halfway a possibility for full? Probably not considering your neck is lifting you off the ground.

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

Do you think the main issue was the placement of the rope then/where it ended up on your neck? I think some people explain how to partial hang without crushing the trachea/all air flow and causing a panic of suffocation, only pushing the carotid. I'm wondering if this is halfway a possibility for full? Probably not considering your neck is lifting you off the ground.

Yes, I consider that as a contributing factor for the fuck up. That was almost 3 years ago. I never researched about proper techniques. I was too careless and impulsive during that time. As I mentioned, I am still considering hanging, so yes, I'm now taking notes on how to avoid the same mistakes I made before. You are on the right track, I believe you know more about the method than I do that's why I'm more inclined with SN regime. Goodluck

 

[itsgone2]

Being full honest, it was terrible. Or maybe I speak of it so negatively because I did the attempt during my lowest. I used a parachord, attached on a concrete vent above the doorway of my apartment bathroom (see image). Very secure anchor. My hair was long, I grew it for 5 years, no haircut but it was on the way when I'm putting the noose around my neck so i had to cut it. I chugged down 330ml of 80 proof alcohol to get drunk because I know I'm gonna panic.

I stood on the stool, about 2 feet from the floor, put the noose around my neck and hopped off the stool. Sudden intense pressure around the neck, most notably upon the windpipe. I hang for a second or two not being able to breath. It got unbearably uncomfortable, panic sets in and in a state of pure adrenaline and survival insticts, I was able to grab onto the vent, pull my self up and free my neck from the noose. Exhausted and in pain, I laid on the bed planning to make another attempt in an hour. But I was so exhausted and drunk, slept the rest of the day and someone found me after receiving my scheduled emails.

Ligature marks are present, minor wound on hands from gripping the heck out of the rough concrete. Neck, windpipe still sore for around 5 days. Probably sprained my neck. Discomfort sometimes is felt even after few weeks. Upset that I failed an attempt and had to cut my hair short for it. Never went for check up after. Had to to go a mental institution because, now I'm still alive and even more traumatized. 3/10 experience.


Noose

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This story is disheartening.

The cord is thin but anchor seems enough to hold your weight. Intent was there.

Not sure what kind of knot that is? Was it tightening?

I mean, seems like this should have worked. SI of pulling yourself up would be difficult to stop for most setups.

Fsh is my current method and I really hope for it to work.

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

This story is disheartening.

The cord is thin but anchor seems enough to hold your weight. Intent was there.

Not sure what kind of knot that is? Was it tightening?

I mean, seems like this should have worked. SI of pulling yourself up would be difficult to stop for most setups.

Fsh is my current method and I really hope for it to work.

Yes, human survival insticts cannot be underestimated, no matter how much you think you are ready for your demise. The mind is powerful enough, and so is the body. I'm intoxicated, with debilitating anxiety during my attempt, yet my body instinctively found the strength. I did believe that it would work. Everything has been set accordingly. It's the classic hangman's knot. Tightens upon hanging. Crazy to think I was able to eventually escape the set up.

 

[itsgone2]

Yes, human survival insticts cannot be underestimated, no matter how much you think you are ready for your demise. The mind is powerful enough, and so is the body. I'm intoxicated, with debilitating anxiety during my attempt, yet my body instinctively found the strength. I did believe that it would work. Everything has been set accordingly. It's the classic hangman's knot. Tightens upon hanging. Crazy to think I was able to eventually escape the set up.

This just sucks. I have a good anchor point but what does it matter? I'd be able to reach for it. 2x4s just waiting for me.

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

This just sucks. I have a good anchor point but what does it matter? I'd be able to reach for it. 2x4s just waiting for me.

Yeah, ideally, the anchor point is out of reach. Tsk! Would most probably change the outcome if it was.

Goodluck to us both!

 

[cubibibibism]

I am going with partial from a rope which is rated 160 kg which i will attach to a pipe from my home, probably before the end of this year

i wish you peace

I had failed attempts with hanging unfortunately. I honestly can't recommend partial or ligature over SN, but if I have no access to SN, I'm more inclined to go partial hanging. My last full suspension attempt was indeed traumatic to say the least but it's still an option for me.

i'm sorry to hear that

 

[PotentiallyWasted]

Being full honest, it was terrible. Or maybe I speak of it so negatively because I did the attempt during my lowest. I used a parachord, attached on a concrete vent above the doorway of my apartment bathroom (see image). Very secure anchor. My hair was long, I grew it for 5 years, no haircut but it was on the way when I'm putting the noose around my neck so i had to cut it. I chugged down 330ml of 80 proof alcohol to get drunk because I know I'm gonna panic.

I stood on the stool, about 2 feet from the floor, put the noose around my neck and hopped off the stool. Sudden intense pressure around the neck, most notably upon the windpipe. I hang for a second or two not being able to breath. It got unbearably uncomfortable, panic sets in and in a state of pure adrenaline and survival insticts, I was able to grab onto the vent, pull my self up and free my neck from the noose. Exhausted and in pain, I laid on the bed planning to make another attempt in an hour. But I was so exhausted and drunk, slept the rest of the day and someone found me after receiving my scheduled emails.

Ligature marks are present, minor wound on hands from gripping the heck out of the rough concrete. Neck, windpipe still sore for around 5 days. Probably sprained my neck. Discomfort sometimes is felt even after few weeks. Upset that I failed an attempt and had to cut my hair short for it. Never went for check up after. Had to to go a mental institution because, now I'm still alive and even more traumatized. 3/10 experience.


Noose

Spoiler: noose

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That is very sad to hear. I'm sorry you had to go through that.

FSH is my preferred method. What do you think you could've done differently so that the attempt could've gone better than how it did?