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CherryGirl675

Tired but hopeful
Jan 7, 2025
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Jan 10, 2025
8pm ET: Take 600mg painkillers (go to an urgent care, say you hit your head and have been throwing up and nauseous as well as headaches. Even without a visible bruise you have a high chance of them prescribing you something both for nausea and pain relief. If you still want a stronger prescription go back a week later and say you are still in pain. Make sure you go during a time they can't set you up for a CT scan so preferably on weekends or after CT hours. They will recommend you to a place to get a scan don't actually go. I had a serious concussion which is how I got a hold of my medication. Not saying it's perfect but it's better than what you can get without a prescription. This may not be affective in all parts of the world so I wish you all the best)
8:20 ET: take the anti-vomitimg medication (I'm really hungover while writing this so forgive my wording and non-technical terms. I was crazy before the concussion but the drinking and dr*g use while having the concussion hasn't helped.This isn't affecting my decision to CTB it simply is making me more unstable in the process)
8:25 ET: mix 2/7 PN (8oz total) into a cup of water X2 (PN or PNO3 (I think was the thingie) is lethal between 15-30g. Very similar to SN and has the same antidote and same method of CTB. If you can't obtain pure SN go for PN, it is a little easier to get but make sure you do your own research too!)
9:00 ET: drink first cup and lay down
(If vomit drink second cup. If don't, quickly clean up anything with PN and put it where my cat can't reach. I love my cat and don't want him to suffer along with me.)

Gunna schedule this to upload 24 hours after my CTB so if it posts then I guess it worked. See y'all on the other side
 
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APeacefulPlace

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Dec 2, 2024
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Two slight corrections, Potassium nitrite is KNO2 not KNO3 ( Potassium Nitrate ), please do not get this mixed up as it will led to a failed attempt that will do more harm, also the atomic symbol for Potassium is K not P, that would be phosphorus, apologies if my nitpicks are offensive in any way, I just want to make sure information isn't misleading causing more confusion : ), I sincerely hope you find the peace you're looking for!
 
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AjolaX

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Jan 8, 2025
9
If it succeeded, I hope you're finding peace on the other side🕊️❤️ Thanks for sharing your sensible moments with us!
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Whether still with us or not, I do wish you all the best and hope you somehow find peace and rest.
 
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Rivermouse

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Jul 22, 2024
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First, gravol a few hours before to make sure everything stays down. I have access to lots of Ativan, so I'll take it all, with pure grapefruit juice (can increase the amount of some drugs in the blood) and alcohol (I don't drink so the gravol comes in handy here). Before I pass out I'm going to put a not-tooo small clear plastic bag over my head, snug at my neck. I hope this is effective and peaceful.

And I sincerely hope I don't ever do this, because I still see a pinprick of light at the end of the tunnel. There are still things that I love, and spring is coming. I am moving towards getting toxic people out of my life but that in itself is very painful and maybe dangerous. I've been around for decades, been a wonderful person sometimes, and am wrestling between "life still has good things out there ….MAYBE" and "I am just too tired".
 
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