My way

[biggirljenny]

My idea to CTB is to go out into the desert where I won't be interrupted or discovered for along time so as to not be saved. I plan to take around 40 zany bars and then inject 8 insulin pens into my tissue. After that I will tie a hang mans know in my rope and sit there on my knees and let gravity do the rest once I pass out. I'm hoping these three things in addition to the 115 degree weather in the Arizona desert will be enough to get the job done. What do you all think? I know it sounds like overkill but I don't want to be one of those failed attempts you always here about.

 

[SomewhatLoved]

From talking to people I have learned that other than apparatus failure (rope snapping, anchor point breaking), pretty much every other reason one might fail always comes down to SI in various forms such as suddenly standing up from partial suspension "unconsciously", being too scared to drop, etc. So, taken 40 xanax bars and 8 insulin pens definitely would help get rid of this issue. These drugs on their own could almost certainly kill you, anyways. I think it's always good to have 2 methods "stacked" with one as a backup though, it can only improve your odds anyways. So I would say this is a good method. Overkill? Perhaps, but I think with suicide it's better to be safe than sorry.

The main issue I see is sourcing the xanax and insulin pen, but I suppose if you're T1D or know someone who is then it's just the xanax you have to worry about. Hangnig obviously is a very small barrier to make accessible, since you can buy rope in pretty much any location in the world via various supermarkets, hardware stores, and general stores.

 

[darksouls]

good luck